Sri Caitanya Caritamrita

Antya-lila
Chapter 6: The Meeting of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu and Raghunatha dasa Gosvami

Text* 1: With the ropes of His causeless mercy, ÅšrÄ« Kṛṣṇa Caitanya MahÄprabhu employed a trick to deliver RaghunÄtha dÄsa GosvÄmÄ« from the blind well of contemptible family life. He made RaghunÄtha dÄsa GosvÄmÄ« one of His personal associates, placing him under the charge of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ«. I offer my obeisances unto Him.
Text* 2: All glories to Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu! All glories to Lord NityÄnanda! All glories to ÅšrÄ« Advaita Ä€cÄrya! And all glories to all the devotees of Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu!
Text* 3: Thus Lord Gauracandra performed various pastimes with His associates at JagannÄtha PurÄ« in varieties of transcendental pleasure.
Text* 4: Although ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu felt pangs of separation from Kṛṣṇa, He did not manifest His feelings externally, for He feared the unhappiness of His devotees.
Text* 5: The transformations undergone by the Lord when He manifested severe unhappiness due to separation from Kṛṣṇa cannot be described.
Text* 6: When the Lord acutely felt pangs of separation from Kṛṣṇa, only ÅšrÄ« RÄmÄnanda RÄya’s talks about Kṛṣṇa and the sweet songs of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara kept Him alive.
Text* 7: Because the Lord associated with various devotees during the day, His mind was somewhat diverted, but at night the pangs of separation from Kṛṣṇa increased very rapidly.
Text* 8: Two people — RÄmÄnanda RÄya and SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« — stayed with the Lord to pacify Him by reciting various verses about Kṛṣṇa’s pastimes and by singing appropriate songs for His satisfaction.
Text* 9: Previously, when Lord Kṛṣṇa was personally present, Subala, one of His cowherd boyfriends, gave Him happiness when He felt separation from RÄdhÄrÄṇī. Similarly, RÄmÄnanda RÄya helped give happiness to Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 10: Previously, when ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī felt the pangs of separation from Kṛṣṇa, Her constant companion LalitÄ kept Her alive by helping Her in many ways. Similarly, when ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu felt RÄdhÄrÄṇī’s emotions, SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« helped Him maintain His life.
Text* 11: To describe the fortunate position of RÄmÄnanda RÄya and SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« is extremely difficult. They were renowned as intimately confidential friends of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 12: The Lord thus enjoyed His life with His devotees. O devotees of Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, now hear how RaghunÄtha dÄsa GosvÄmÄ« met the Lord.
Text* 13: When RaghunÄtha dÄsa, during his family life, went to meet ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu at ÅšÄntipura, the Lord gave him worthy instructions by His causeless mercy.
Text* 14: Instead of becoming a so-called renunciant, RaghunÄtha dÄsa, following the instructions of the Lord, returned home and played exactly like a pounds-and-shillings man.
Text* 15: RaghunÄtha dÄsa was inwardly completely renounced, even in family life, but he did not express his renunciation externally. Instead, he acted just like an ordinary businessman. Seeing this, his father and mother were satisfied.
Text* 16: When he received a message that Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu had returned from MathurÄ City, RaghunÄtha dÄsa endeavored to go to the lotus feet of the Lord.
Text 17: At that time there was a Muslim official collecting the taxes of SaptagrÄma.
Text* 18: When Hiraṇya dÄsa, RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s uncle, made an agreement with the government to collect taxes, the Muslim caudhurÄ«, or tax collector, having lost his position, became extremely envious of him.
Text* 19: Hiraṇya dÄsa was collecting 2,000,000 coins and therefore should have delivered 1,500,000 to the government. Instead, he was giving only 1,200,000, thus making an extra profit of 300,000 coins. Seeing this, the Muslim caudhurÄ«, who was a Turk, became his rival.
Text* 20: After sending a confidential account to the government treasury, the caudhurÄ« brought the minister in charge. The caudhurÄ« came, wanting to arrest Hiraṇya dÄsa, but Hiraṇya dÄsa had left home. Therefore the caudhurÄ« arrested RaghunÄtha dÄsa.
Text* 21: Every day, the Muslim would chastise RaghunÄtha dÄsa and tell him, “Bring your father and his elder brother. Otherwise you will be punished.â€
Text* 22: The caudhurÄ« wanted to beat him, but as soon as he saw RaghunÄtha’s face, his mind changed, and he could not beat him.
Text 23: Indeed, the caudhurÄ« was afraid of RaghunÄtha dÄsa because RaghunÄtha dÄsa belonged to the kÄyastha community. Although the caudhurÄ« would chastise him with oral vibrations, he was afraid to beat him.
Text* 24: While this was going on, RaghunÄtha dÄsa thought of a tricky method of escape. Thus he humbly submitted this plea at the feet of the Muslim caudhurÄ«.
Text* 25: “My dear sir, my father and his elder brother are your brothers. All brothers always fight about something.
Text* 26: “Sometimes brothers fight among themselves, and sometimes they have very friendly dealings. There is no certainty when such changes will take place. Thus I am sure that although today you are fighting, tomorrow you three brothers will be sitting together in peace.
Text* 27: “Just as I am my father’s son, so I am also yours. I am your dependent, and you are my maintainer.
Text* 28: “For a maintainer to punish the person he maintains is not good. You are expert in all the scriptures. Indeed, you are like a living saint.â€
Text* 29: When the Muslim heard RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s appealing voice, his heart softened. He began to cry, and tears glided down his beard.
Text* 30: The Muslim caudhurÄ« told RaghunÄtha dÄsa, “You are my son from this day on. Today, by some means, I shall have you released.â€
Text* 31: After informing the minister, the caudhurÄ« released RaghunÄtha dÄsa and then began to speak to him with great affection.
Text* 32: “Your father’s elder brother is less intelligent,†he said. “He enjoys 800,000 coins, but since I am also a shareholder, he should give some portion of it to me.
Text* 33: “Now you go arrange a meeting between me and your uncle. Let him do whatever he thinks best. I shall completely depend on his decision.â€
Text* 34: RaghunÄtha dÄsa arranged a meeting between his uncle and the caudhurÄ«. The matter was settled, and everything was peaceful.
Text* 35: In this way RaghunÄtha dÄsa passed one year exactly like a first-class business manager, but the next year he again decided to leave home.
Text* 36: He got up alone one night and left, but his father caught him in a distant place and brought him back.
Text* 37: This became almost a daily affair. RaghunÄtha would run away from home, and his father would again bring him back. Then RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s mother spoke to his father as follows.
Text* 38: “Our son has become mad,†she said. “Just keep him by binding him with ropes.†His father, being very unhappy, replied to her as follows.
Text* 39: “RaghunÄtha dÄsa, our son, has opulences like Indra, the heavenly king, and his wife is as beautiful as an angel. Yet all this could not tie down his mind.
Text* 40: “How then could we keep this boy home by binding him with ropes? It is not possible even for one’s father to nullify the reactions of one’s past activities.
Text* 41: “Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu has fully bestowed His mercy on him. Who can keep home such a madman of Caitanyacandra?â€
Text* 42: Then RaghunÄtha dÄsa considered something in his mind, and the next day he went to NityÄnanda GosÄñi.
Text* 43: In the village of PÄnihÄá¹­i, RaghunÄtha dÄsa obtained an interview with NityÄnanda Prabhu, who was accompanied by many kÄ«rtana performers, servants and others.
Text* 44: Sitting on a rock under a tree on the bank of the Ganges, Lord NityÄnanda seemed as effulgent as hundreds of thousands of rising suns.
Text* 45: Many devotees sat on the ground surrounding Him. Seeing the influence of NityÄnanda Prabhu, RaghunÄtha dÄsa was astonished.
Text* 46: RaghunÄtha dÄsa offered his obeisances by falling prostrate at a distant place, and the servant of NityÄnanda Prabhu pointed out, “There is RaghunÄtha dÄsa, offering You obeisances.â€
Text* 47: Hearing this, Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu said, “You are a thief. Now you have come to see Me. Come here, come here. Today I shall punish you!â€
Text* 48: The Lord called him, but RaghunÄtha dÄsa did not go near the Lord. Then the Lord forcibly caught him and placed His lotus feet upon RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s head.
Text* 49: Lord NityÄnanda was by nature very merciful and funny. Being merciful, He spoke to RaghunÄtha dÄsa as follows.
Text* 50: “You are just like a thief, for instead of coming near, you stay away at a distant place. Now that I have captured you, I shall punish you.
Text* 51: “Make a festival and feed all My associates yogurt and chipped rice.†Hearing this, RaghunÄtha dÄsa was greatly pleased.
Text* 52: RaghunÄtha dÄsa immediately sent his own men to the village to purchase all kinds of eatables and bring them back.
Text* 53: RaghunÄtha dÄsa brought chipped rice, yogurt, milk, sweetmeats, sugar, bananas and other eatables and placed them all around.
Text* 54: As soon as they heard that a festival was going to be held, all kinds of brÄhmaṇas and other gentlemen began to arrive. Thus there were innumerable people.
Text* 55: Seeing the crowd increasing, RaghunÄtha dÄsa arranged to get more eatables from other villages. He also brought two to four hundred large, round earthen pots.
Text* 56: He also obtained five or seven especially large earthen pots, and in these pots a brÄhmaṇa began soaking chipped rice for the satisfaction of Lord NityÄnanda.
Text* 57: In one place, chipped rice was soaked in hot milk in each of the large pots. Then half the rice was mixed with yogurt, sugar and bananas.
Text* 58: The other half was mixed with condensed milk and a special type of banana known as cÄá¹…pÄ-kalÄ. Then sugar, clarified butter and camphor were added.
Text* 59: After NityÄnanda Prabhu had changed His cloth for a new one and sat on a raised platform, the brÄhmaṇa brought before Him the seven huge pots.
Text* 60: On that platform, all the most important associates of ÅšrÄ« NityÄnanda Prabhu, as well as other important men, sat down in a circle around the Lord.
Text* 61: Among them were RÄmadÄsa, SundarÄnanda, GadÄdhara dÄsa, MurÄri, KamalÄkara, SadÄÅ›iva and Purandara.
Text* 62: Dhanañjaya, Jagadīśa, ParameÅ›vara dÄsa, MaheÅ›a, GaurÄ«dÄsa and Hoá¸a KṛṣṇadÄsa were also there.
Text 63: Similarly, UddhÄraṇa Datta ṬhÄkura and many other personal associates of the Lord sat on the raised platform with NityÄnanda Prabhu. No one could count them all.
Text* 64: Hearing about the festival, all kinds of learned scholars, brÄhmaṇas and priests went there. Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu honored them and made them sit on the raised platform with Him.
Text* 65: Everyone was offered two earthen pots. In one was put chipped rice with condensed milk, and in the other chipped rice with yogurt.
Text* 66: All the other people sat in groups around the platform. No one could count how many people there were.
Text* 67: Each and every one of them was supplied two earthen pots — one of chipped rice soaked in yogurt and the other of chipped rice soaked in condensed milk.
Text* 68: Some of the brÄhmaṇas, not having gotten a place on the platform, went to the bank of the Ganges with their two earthen pots and soaked their chipped rice there.
Text* 69: Others, who could not get a place even on the bank of the Ganges, got down into the water and began eating their two kinds of chipped rice.
Text* 70: Thus some sat on the platform, some at the base of the platform, and some on the bank of the Ganges, and they were all supplied two pots each by the twenty men who distributed the food.
Text* 71: At that time, RÄghava Paṇá¸ita arrived there. Seeing the situation, he began to laugh in great surprise.
Text* 72: He brought many kinds of food cooked in ghee and offered to the Lord. This prasÄdam he first placed before Lord NityÄnanda and then distributed among the devotees.
Text* 73: RÄghava Paṇá¸ita said to Lord NityÄnanda, “For You, Sir, I have already offered food to the Deity, but You are engaged in a festival here, and so the food is lying there untouched.â€
Text* 74: Lord NityÄnanda replied, “Let Me eat all this food here during the day, and I shall eat at your home at night.
Text* 75: “I belong to a community of cowherd boys, and therefore I generally have many cowherd associates with Me. I am happy when we eat together in a picnic like this by the sandy bank of the river.â€
Text* 76: Lord NityÄnanda made RÄghava Paṇá¸ita sit down and had two pots delivered to him also. There were two kinds of chipped rice soaked in them.
Text* 77: When chipped rice had been served to everyone, Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu, in meditation, brought ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 78: When ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu arrived, Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu stood up. They then saw how the others were enjoying the chipped rice with yogurt and condensed milk.
Text* 79: From each and every pot, Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu took one morsel of chipped rice and pushed it into the mouth of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu as a joke.
Text* 80: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, also smiling, took a morsel of food, pushed it into the mouth of NityÄnanda and laughed as He made Lord NityÄnanda eat it.
Text* 81: In this way Lord NityÄnanda was walking through all the groups of eaters, and all the Vaiṣṇavas standing there were seeing the fun.
Text* 82: No one could understand what NityÄnanda Prabhu was doing as He walked about. Some, however, who were very fortunate, could see that Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was also present.
Text* 83: Then NityÄnanda Prabhu smiled and sat down. On His right side He kept four pots of chipped rice that had not been made from boiled paddy.
Text* 84: Lord NityÄnanda offered ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu a place and had Him sit down. Then together the two brothers began eating chipped rice.
Text* 85: Seeing Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu eating with Him, Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu became very happy and exhibited varieties of ecstatic love.
Text* 86: Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu ordered, “All of you eat, chanting the holy name of Hari.†Immediately the holy names “Hari, Hari†resounded, filling the entire universe.
Text* 87: When all the Vaiṣṇavas were chanting the holy names “Hari, Hari†and eating, they remembered how Kṛṣṇa and BalarÄma ate with Their companions the cowherd boys on the bank of the YamunÄ.
Text* 88: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu are extremely merciful and liberal. It was RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s good fortune that They accepted all these dealings.
Text* 89: Who can understand the influence and mercy of Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu? He is so powerful that He induced Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu to come eat chipped rice on the bank of the Ganges.
Text* 90: All the confidential devotees who were cowherd boys, headed by ÅšrÄ« RÄmadÄsa, were absorbed in ecstatic love. They thought the bank of the Ganges to be the bank of the YamunÄ.
Text* 91: When the shopkeepers of many other villages heard about the festival, they arrived there to sell chipped rice, yogurt, sweetmeats and bananas.
Text* 92: As they came, bringing all kinds of food, RaghunÄtha dÄsa purchased it all. He gave them the price for their goods and later fed them the very same food.
Text* 93: Anyone who came to see how these funny things were going on was also fed chipped rice, yogurt and bananas.
Text* 94: After Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu finished eating, He washed His hands and mouth and gave RaghunÄtha dÄsa the food remaining in the four pots.
Text* 95: There was food remaining in the three other big pots of Lord NityÄnanda, and a brÄhmaṇa distributed it to all the devotees, giving a morsel to each.
Text* 96: Then a brÄhmaṇa brought a flower garland, placed the garland on NityÄnanda Prabhu’s neck and smeared sandalwood pulp all over His body.
Text* 97: When a servant brought betel nuts and offered them to Lord NityÄnanda, the Lord smiled and chewed them.
Text* 98: With His own hands Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu distributed to all the devotees whatever flower garlands, sandalwood pulp and betel nuts remained.
Text* 99: After receiving the remnants of food left by Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu, RaghunÄtha dÄsa, who was greatly happy, ate some and distributed the rest among his own associates.
Text* 100: Thus I have described the pastimes of Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu in relation to the celebrated festival of chipped rice and yogurt.
Text* 101: NityÄnanda Prabhu rested for the day, and when the day ended He went to the temple of RÄghava Paṇá¸ita and began congregational chanting of the holy name of the Lord.
Text* 102: Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu first influenced all the devotees to dance, and finally He Himself began dancing, thus inundating the entire world in ecstatic love.
Text* 103: Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was observing the dancing of Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu. NityÄnanda Prabhu could see this, but the others could not.
Text* 104: The dancing of Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu, like the dancing of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, cannot be compared to anything within these three worlds.
Text* 105: No one can properly describe the sweetness of Lord NityÄnanda’s dancing. ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu personally comes to see it.
Text* 106: After the dancing and after Lord NityÄnanda had rested, RÄghava Paṇá¸ita submitted his request that the Lord take supper.
Text* 107: Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu sat down for supper with His personal associates and made a sitting place on His right side for ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 108: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu came there and sat down at His place. Seeing this, RÄghava Paṇá¸ita felt increasing happiness.
Text* 109: RÄghava Paṇá¸ita brought the prasÄdam before the two brothers and thereafter distributed prasÄdam to all the other Vaiṣṇavas.
Text* 110: There were varieties of cakes, sweet rice and fine cooked rice that surpassed the taste of nectar. There were also varieties of vegetables.
Text* 111: The food prepared and offered to the Deity by RÄghava Paṇá¸ita was like the essence of nectar. ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu came there again and again to eat such prasÄdam.
Text* 112: When RÄghava Paṇá¸ita offered the food to the Deity after cooking, he would make a separate offering for ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 113: Every day, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu would eat at the house of RÄghava Paṇá¸ita. Sometimes He would give RÄghava Paṇá¸ita the opportunity to see Him.
Text* 114: RÄghava Paṇá¸ita would bring and distribute prasÄdam to the two brothers, feeding Them with great attention. They ate everything, and therefore there were no remnants left.
Text* 115: He brought so many presentations that no one could know them perfectly. Indeed, it was a fact that the supreme mother, RÄdhÄrÄṇī, personally cooked in the house of RÄghava Paṇá¸ita.
Text* 116: ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī received from DurvÄsÄ Muni the benediction that whatever She cooked would be sweeter than nectar. That is the special feature of Her cooking.
Text* 117: Aromatic and pleasing to see, the food was the essence of all sweetness. Thus the two brothers, Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu and Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu, ate it with great satisfaction.
Text* 118: All the devotees present requested RaghunÄtha dÄsa to sit down and take prasÄdam, but RÄghava Paṇá¸ita told them, “He will take prasÄdam later.â€
Text* 119: All the devotees took prasÄdam, filling themselves to the brim. Thereafter, chanting the holy name of Hari, they stood up and washed their hands and mouths.
Text* 120: After eating, the two brothers washed Their hands and mouths. Then RÄghava Paṇá¸ita brought flower garlands and sandalwood pulp and decorated Them.
Text* 121: RÄghava Paṇá¸ita offered Them betel nuts and worshiped Their lotus feet. He also distributed betel nuts, flower garlands and sandalwood pulp to the devotees.
Text* 122: RÄghava Paṇá¸ita, being very merciful toward RaghunÄtha dÄsa, offered him the dishes with the remnants of food left by the two brothers.
Text* 123: He said, “Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu has eaten this food. If you take His remnants, you will be released from the bondage of your family.â€
Text* 124: The Supreme Personality of Godhead always resides either in the heart or in the home of a devotee. This fact is sometimes hidden and sometimes manifest, for the Supreme Personality of Godhead is fully independent.
Text* 125: The Supreme Personality of Godhead is all-pervasive, and therefore He resides everywhere. Anyone who doubts this will be annihilated.
Text* 126: In the morning, after taking His bath in the Ganges, NityÄnanda Prabhu sat down with His associates beneath the same tree under which He had previously sat.
Text* 127: RaghunÄtha dÄsa went there and worshiped Lord NityÄnanda’s lotus feet. Through RÄghava Paṇá¸ita, he submitted his desire.
Text* 128: “I am the lowest of men, the most sinful, fallen and condemned. Nevertheless, I desire to attain shelter at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 129: “Like a dwarf who wants to catch the moon, I have tried my best many times, but I have never been successful.
Text* 130: “Every time I tried to go away and give up my home relationships, my father and mother unfortunately kept me bound.
Text* 131: “No one can attain the shelter of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu without Your mercy, but if You are merciful, even the lowest of men can attain shelter at His lotus feet.
Text* 132: “Although I am unfit and greatly afraid to submit this plea, I nevertheless request You, Sir, to be especially merciful toward me by granting me shelter at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 133: “Placing Your feet on my head, give me the benediction that I may achieve the shelter of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu without difficulty. I pray for this benediction.â€
Text* 134: After hearing this appeal by RaghunÄtha dÄsa, Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu smiled and told all the devotees, “RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s standard of material happiness is equal to that of Indra, the King of heaven.
Text* 135: “Because of the mercy bestowed upon him by ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, RaghunÄtha dÄsa, although situated in such material happiness, does not like it at all. Therefore let every one of you be merciful toward him and give him the benediction that he may very soon attain shelter at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 136: “One who experiences the fragrance of the lotus feet of Lord Kṛṣṇa does not value even the standard of happiness available in Brahmaloka, the topmost planet. And what to speak of heavenly happiness?
Text 137: “ ‘Lord Kṛṣṇa, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, is offered sublime, poetic prayers by those trying to attain His favor. Thus He is known as UttamaÅ›loka. Being very eager to gain the association of Lord Kṛṣṇa, King Bharata, although in the prime of youth, gave up his very attractive wife, affectionate children, most beloved friends and opulent kingdom, exactly as one gives up stool after excreting it.’ â€
Text* 138: Then Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu called RaghunÄtha dÄsa near Him, placed His lotus feet upon RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s head and began to speak.
Text* 139: “My dear RaghunÄtha dÄsa,†He said, “since you arranged the feast on the bank of the Ganges, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu came here just to show you His mercy.
Text* 140: “By His causeless mercy He ate the chipped rice and milk. Then, after seeing the dancing of the devotees at night, He took His supper.
Text* 141: “Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, Gaurahari, came here personally to deliver you. Now rest assured that all the impediments meant for your bondage are gone.
Text* 142: “ŚrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu will accept you and place you under the charge of His secretary, SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara. You will thus become one of the most confidential internal servants and will attain shelter at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 143: “Being assured of all this, return to your own home. Very soon, without impediments, you will attain shelter at the lotus feet of Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.â€
Text* 144: Lord NityÄnanda had RaghunÄtha dÄsa blessed by all the devotees, and RaghunÄtha dÄsa offered his respects to their lotus feet.
Text* 145: After taking leave of Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu and then all the other Vaiṣṇavas, ÅšrÄ« RaghunÄtha dÄsa consulted secretly with RÄghava Paṇá¸ita.
Text* 146: After consulting with RÄghava Paṇá¸ita, he secretly delivered one hundred gold coins and about seven tolÄs of gold into the hand of NityÄnanda Prabhu’s treasurer.
Text* 147: RaghunÄtha dÄsa admonished the treasurer, “Do not speak about this to Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu now, but when He returns home, kindly inform Him about this presentation.â€
Text* 148: Thereupon, RÄghava Paṇá¸ita took RaghunÄtha dÄsa to his home. After inducing him to see the Deity, he gave RaghunÄtha dÄsa a garland and sandalwood pulp.
Text* 149: He gave RaghunÄtha dÄsa a large quantity of prasÄdam to eat on his way home. Then RaghunÄtha dÄsa again spoke to RÄghava Paṇá¸ita.
Text* 150: “I want to give money,†he said, “just to worship the lotus feet of all the great devotees, servants and subservants of Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu.
Text* 151: “As you think fit, give twenty, fifteen, twelve, ten or five coins to each of them.â€
Text* 152: RaghunÄtha dÄsa drew up an account of the amount to be given and submitted it to RÄghava Paṇá¸ita, who then made up a list showing how much money was to be paid to each and every devotee.
Text* 153: With great humility, RaghunÄtha dÄsa placed one hundred gold coins and about two tolÄs of gold before RÄghava Paṇá¸ita for all the other devotees.
Text* 154: After taking dust from the feet of RÄghava Paṇá¸ita, RaghunÄtha dÄsa returned to his home, feeling greatly obligated to Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu because of having received His merciful benediction.
Text* 155: From that day on, he did not go into the interior section of the house. Instead, he would sleep on the DurgÄ-maṇá¸apa [the place where mother DurgÄ was worshiped].
Text* 156: There, however, the watchmen alertly kept guard. RaghunÄtha dÄsa was thinking of various means by which to escape their vigilance.
Text* 157: At that time, all the devotees of Bengal were going to JagannÄtha PurÄ« to see Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 158: RaghunÄtha dÄsa could not accompany them, for they were so famous that he would have been caught immediately.
Text* 159-160: Thus RaghunÄtha dÄsa thought deeply about how to escape, and one night while he was sleeping on the DurgÄ-maṇá¸apa, the priest Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya entered the house when only four daṇá¸as remained until the end of the night.
Text* 161: Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya was the priest and spiritual master of RaghunÄtha dÄsa. Although born in a brÄhmaṇa family, he had accepted the mercy of VÄsudeva Datta.
Text 162: Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya had been officially initiated by Advaita Ä€cÄrya. Thus he considered Lord Caitanya his life and soul.
Text* 163: When Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya entered the house of RaghunÄtha dÄsa and stood in the courtyard, RaghunÄtha dÄsa went there and fell down to offer his obeisances.
Text* 164: One of Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya’s disciples had been worshiping the Deity but had left that service. Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya wanted RaghunÄtha dÄsa to induce the disciple to take up that service again.
Text* 165: Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya requested RaghunÄtha dÄsa, “Please induce the brÄhmaṇa to resume the service, for there is no other brÄhmaṇa to do it.â€
Text* 166: After saying this, Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya took RaghunÄtha dÄsa with him and went out. By that time all the watchmen were deeply asleep because it was the end of the night.
Text* 167: East of the house of RaghunÄtha dÄsa was the house of Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya. Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya and RaghunÄtha dÄsa talked together as they went toward that house.
Text* 168: Halfway along the path, RaghunÄtha dÄsa submitted at the lotus feet of his spiritual master, “I shall go to the home of that brÄhmaṇa, induce him to return, and send him to your home.
Text* 169: “You may go home without anxiety. Following your order, I shall persuade the brÄhmaṇa.†On this plea, after asking permission, RaghunÄtha dÄsa decided to go away.
Text* 170: RaghunÄtha dÄsa thought, “This is the greatest opportunity to go away because this time there are no servants or watchmen with me.â€
Text* 171: Thinking in this way, he quickly proceeded toward the east. Sometimes he turned around and looked back, but no one was following him.
Text* 172: Thinking of the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu, he left the general path and proceeded with great haste on the one not generally used.
Text* 173: Giving up the general path from village to village, he passed through the jungles, thinking with heart and soul about the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 174: He walked about thirty miles in one day, and in the evening he took rest in the cowshed of a milkman.
Text* 175: When the milkman saw that RaghunÄtha dÄsa was fasting, he gave him some milk. RaghunÄtha dÄsa drank the milk and lay down to rest there for the night.
Text* 176: At the house of RaghunÄtha dÄsa, the servant and watchman, not seeing him there, immediately went to inquire about him from his spiritual master, Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya.
Text* 177: Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya said, “He has already asked my permission and returned home.†Thus there arose a tumultuous sound, as everyone cried, “Now RaghunÄtha has gone away!â€
Text* 178: RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s father said, “Now all the devotees from Bengal have gone to JagannÄtha PurÄ« to see Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 179: “RaghunÄtha dÄsa has fled with them. Ten men should immediately go catch him and bring him back.â€
Text* 180: RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s father wrote a letter to ÅšivÄnanda Sena, asking him with great humility, “Please return my son.â€
Text* 181: In JhÄá¹…karÄ, the ten men caught up with the group of Vaiṣṇavas going to NÄ«lÄcala.
Text* 182: After delivering the letter, the men inquired from ÅšivÄnanda Sena about RaghunÄtha dÄsa, but ÅšivÄnanda Sena replied, “He did not come here.â€
Text* 183: The ten men returned home, and RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s father and mother were filled with anxiety.
Text* 184: RaghunÄtha dÄsa, who had been resting at the milkman’s house, got up early in the morning. Instead of going to the east, he turned his face south and proceeded.
Text 185: He crossed Chatrabhoga, but instead of going on the general path, he proceeded on the path that went from village to village.
Text* 186: Not caring about eating, he traveled all day. Hunger was not an impediment, for his mind was concentrated upon obtaining shelter at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 187: Sometimes he chewed fried grains, sometimes he cooked, and sometimes he drank milk. In this way he kept his life and soul together with whatever was available wherever he went.
Text* 188: He reached JagannÄtha PurÄ« in twelve days but could eat only for three days on the way.
Text* 189: When RaghunÄtha dÄsa met ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, the Lord was sitting with His companions, headed by SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara.
Text* 190: Staying at a distant place in the courtyard, he fell down to offer obeisances. Then Mukunda Datta said, “Here is RaghunÄtha.â€
Text* 191: As soon as ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu heard these words, He immediately welcomed RaghunÄtha dÄsa. “Come here,†He said. RaghunÄtha dÄsa then clasped the lotus feet of the Lord, but the Lord stood up and embraced him out of His causeless mercy.
Text* 192: RaghunÄtha dÄsa offered prayers at the lotus feet of all the devotees, headed by SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ«. Seeing the special mercy ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu had bestowed upon RaghunÄtha dÄsa, they embraced him also.
Text 193: Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu said, “The mercy of Lord Kṛṣṇa is stronger than anything else. Therefore the Lord has delivered you from the ditch of materialistic life, which is like a hole into which people pass stool.â€
Text* 194: RaghunÄtha dÄsa answered within his mind, “I do not know who Kṛṣṇa is. I simply know that Your mercy, O my Lord, has saved me from my family life.â€
Text 195: The Lord continued, “Your father and his elder brother are both related as brothers to My grandfather, NÄ«lÄmbara CakravartÄ«. Therefore I consider them My grandfathers.
Text* 196: “Since your father and his elder brother are younger brothers of NÄ«lÄmbara CakravartÄ«, I may joke about them in this way.
Text 197: “My dear RaghunÄtha dÄsa, your father and his elder brother are just like worms in stool in the ditch of material enjoyment, for the great disease of the poison of material enjoyment is what they consider happiness.
Text 198: “Although your father and uncle are charitable to brÄhmaṇas and greatly help them, they are nevertheless not pure Vaiṣṇavas. However, they are almost like Vaiṣṇavas.
Text 199: “Those who are attached to materialistic life and are blind to spiritual life must act in such a way that they are bound to repeated birth and death by the actions and reactions of their activities.
Text 200: “By His own free will, Lord Kṛṣṇa has delivered you from such a condemned materialistic life. Therefore the glories of Lord Kṛṣṇa’s causeless mercy cannot be expressed.â€
Text* 201: Seeing RaghunÄtha dÄsa skinny and dirty because of having traveled for twelve days and fasted, Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, His heart melting due to causeless mercy, spoke to SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara.
Text* 202: “My dear SvarÅ«pa,†He said, “I entrust this RaghunÄtha dÄsa to you. Please accept him as your son or servant.
Text 203: “There are now three RaghunÄthas among My associates. From this day forward, this RaghunÄtha should be known as the Raghu of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara.â€
Text* 204: Saying this, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu grasped the hand of RaghunÄtha dÄsa and entrusted him to the hands of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ«.
Text* 205: SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« accepted RaghunÄtha dÄsa, saying, “ŚrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, whatever You order is accepted.†He then embraced RaghunÄtha dÄsa again.
Text* 206: I cannot properly express the affection of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu for His devotees. Being merciful toward RaghunÄtha dÄsa, the Lord spoke as follows to Govinda.
Text* 207: “On the way, RaghunÄtha dÄsa has fasted and undergone hardships for many days. Therefore, take good care of him for some days so that he may eat to his satisfaction.â€
Text* 208: Then ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu told RaghunÄtha dÄsa, “Go bathe in the sea. Then see Lord JagannÄtha in the temple and return here to take your meal.â€
Text* 209: After saying this, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu got up and went to perform His midday duties, and RaghunÄtha met all the devotees present.
Text* 210: Having seen the causeless mercy of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu upon RaghunÄtha dÄsa, all the devotees, struck with wonder, praised his good fortune.
Text* 211: RaghunÄtha dÄsa took his bath in the sea and saw Lord JagannÄtha. Then he returned to Govinda, the personal servant of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 212: Govinda offered him a plate with the remnants of food left by ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, and RaghunÄtha dÄsa accepted the prasÄdam with great happiness.
Text* 213: RaghunÄtha dÄsa stayed under the care of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ«, and Govinda supplied him remnants of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu’s food for five days.
Text* 214: Beginning from the sixth day, RaghunÄtha dÄsa would stand at the gate known as Siá¹ha-dvÄra to beg alms after the puá¹£pa-añjali ceremony, in which flowers were offered to the Lord.
Text* 215: After finishing their prescribed duties, the many servants of Lord JagannÄtha, who are known as viá¹£ayÄ«s, return home at night.
Text* 216: If they see a Vaiṣṇava standing at the Siá¹ha-dvÄra begging alms, out of mercy they arrange with the shopkeepers to give him something to eat.
Text* 217: Thus it is a custom for all time that a devotee who has no other means of support stands at the Siá¹ha-dvÄra gate to receive alms from the servants.
Text* 218: A completely dependent Vaiṣṇava thus chants the holy name of the Lord all day and sees Lord JagannÄtha with full freedom.
Text* 219: It is a custom for some Vaiṣṇavas to beg from the charity booths and eat whatever they obtain, whereas others stand at night at the Siá¹ha-dvÄra gate, begging alms from the servants.
Text 220: Renunciation is the basic principle sustaining the lives of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu’s devotees. Seeing this renunciation, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, is extremely satisfied.
Text* 221: Govinda said to ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, “RaghunÄtha dÄsa no longer takes prasÄdam here. Now he stands at the Siá¹ha-dvÄra, where he begs some alms to eat.â€
Text* 222: When ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu heard this, He was greatly satisfied. “RaghunÄtha dÄsa has done well,†He said. “He has acted suitably for a person in the renounced order.
Text 223: “A person in the renounced order should always chant the holy name of the Lord. He should beg some alms to eat, and he should sustain his life in this way.
Text* 224: “A vairÄgÄ« [a person in the renounced order] should not depend on others. If he does so, he will be unsuccessful, and he will be neglected by Kṛṣṇa.
Text* 225: “If a renunciant is eager for his tongue to taste different foods, his spiritual life will be lost, and he will be subservient to the tastes of his tongue.
Text* 226: “The duty of a person in the renounced order is to chant the Hare Kṛṣṇa mantra always. He should satisfy his belly with whatever vegetables, leaves, fruits and roots are available.
Text* 227: “One who is subservient to the tongue and who thus goes here and there, devoted to the genitals and the belly, cannot attain Kṛṣṇa.â€
Text* 228: The next day, RaghunÄtha dÄsa inquired at the lotus feet of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara about his duty.
Text* 229: “I do not know why I have given up household life,†he said. “What is my duty? Kindly give me instructions.â€
Text* 230: RaghunÄtha dÄsa never even spoke a word before the Lord. Instead, he informed the Lord of his desires through SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« and Govinda.
Text* 231: The next day, SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« submitted to Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, “RaghunÄtha dÄsa has this to say at Your lotus feet.
Text* 232: “ ‘I do not know my duty or the goal of my life. Therefore, please personally give me instructions from Your transcendental mouth.’ â€
Text* 233: Smiling, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu told RaghunÄtha dÄsa, “I have already appointed SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« as your instructor.
Text* 234: “You may learn from him what your duty is and how to discharge it. I do not know as much as he.
Text* 235: “Nevertheless, if you want to take instructions from Me with faith and love, you may ascertain your duties from the following words.
Text* 236: “Do not talk like people in general or hear what they say. You should not eat very palatable food, nor should you dress very nicely.
Text 237: “Do not expect honor, but offer all respect to others. Always chant the holy name of Lord Kṛṣṇa, and within your mind render service to RÄdhÄ and Kṛṣṇa in Vá¹›ndÄvana.
Text* 238: “I have briefly given you My instructions. Now you will get all details about them from SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara.
Text* 239: “One who thinks himself lower than grass, who is more tolerant than a tree, and who does not expect personal honor but is always prepared to give respect to others can very easily always chant the holy name of the Lord.â€
Text* 240: Having heard this, RaghunÄtha dÄsa offered prayers at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, and the Lord, out of great mercy, embraced him.
Text 241: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu again entrusted him to SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara. Thus RaghunÄtha dÄsa rendered very confidential service with SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ«.
Text* 242: At this time, all the devotees from Bengal arrived, and, as previously, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu met them with great feeling.
Text* 243: As He had previously done, He cleansed the Guṇá¸icÄ temple and held a picnic feast in the garden with the devotees.
Text* 244: The Lord again danced with the devotees during the Ratha-yÄtrÄ festival. Seeing this, RaghunÄtha dÄsa was struck with wonder.
Text* 245: When RaghunÄtha dÄsa met all the devotees, Advaita Ä€cÄrya showed him great mercy.
Text* 246: He also met ÅšivÄnanda Sena, who informed him, “Your father sent ten men to take you away.
Text* 247: “He wrote me a letter asking me to send you back, but when those ten men received no information about you, they returned home from JhÄá¹…karÄ.â€
Text* 248: When all the devotees from Bengal returned home after staying at JagannÄtha PurÄ« for four months, RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s father heard about their arrival and therefore sent a man to ÅšivÄnanda Sena.
Text* 249: That man inquired from ÅšivÄnanda Sena, “Did you see anyone in the renounced order at the residence of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu?
Text* 250: “That person is RaghunÄtha dÄsa, the son of Govardhana MajumadÄra. Did you meet him in NÄ«lÄcala?â€
Text* 251: ÅšivÄnanda Sena replied, “Yes, sir. RaghunÄtha dÄsa is with ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and is a very famous man. Who does not know him?
Text* 252: “ŚrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu has placed him under the charge of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara. RaghunÄtha dÄsa has become just like the life of all the Lord’s devotees.
Text* 253: “He chants the Hare Kṛṣṇa mahÄ-mantra all day and night. He never gives up the shelter of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, not even for a moment.
Text* 254: “He is in the supreme order of renounced life. Indeed, he does not care about eating or dressing. Somehow or other he eats and maintains his life.
Text* 255: “After ten daṇá¸as [four hours] of the night have passed and RaghunÄtha dÄsa has seen the performance of puá¹£pÄñjali, he stands at the Siá¹ha-dvÄra gate to beg some alms to eat.
Text* 256: “He eats if someone gives him something to eat. Sometimes he fasts, and sometimes he chews fried grains.â€
Text* 257: After hearing this, the messenger returned to Govardhana MajumadÄra and informed him all about RaghunÄtha dÄsa.
Text* 258: Hearing the description of RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s behavior in the renounced order, his father and mother were very unhappy. Therefore they decided to send RaghunÄtha some men with goods for his comfort.
Text* 259: RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s father immediately sent four hundred coins, two servants and one brÄhmaṇa to ÅšivÄnanda Sena.
Text* 260: ÅšivÄnanda Sena informed them, “You cannot go to JagannÄtha PurÄ« directly. When I go there, you may accompany me.
Text* 261: “Now go home. When all of us go, I shall take all of you with me.â€
Text* 262: Describing this incident, the great poet ÅšrÄ« Kavi-karṇapÅ«ra has written extensively about the glorious activities of RaghunÄtha dÄsa in his ÅšrÄ« Caitanya-candrodaya-nÄá¹­aka.
Text 263: “RaghunÄtha dÄsa is a disciple of Yadunandana Ä€cÄrya, who is very gentle and is extremely dear to VÄsudeva Datta, a resident of KÄñcanapallÄ«. Because of RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s transcendental qualities, he is always more dear than life for all of us devotees of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. Since he has been favored by the abundant mercy of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, he is always pleasing. Vividly providing a superior example for the renounced order, this very dear follower of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« is the ocean of renunciation. Who among the residents of NÄ«lÄcala [JagannÄtha PurÄ«] does not know him very well?
Text 264: “Because he is very pleasing to all the devotees, RaghunÄtha dÄsa GosvÄmÄ« easily became like the fertile earth of good fortune in which it was suitable for the seed of Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu to be sown. At the same time that the seed was sown, it grew into a matchless tree of the love of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and produced fruit.â€
Text* 265: In these verses, the great poet Kavi-karṇapÅ«ra gives the same information that ÅšivÄnanda Sena conveyed to the messenger from RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s father.
Text* 266: The next year, when ÅšivÄnanda Sena was going to JagannÄtha PurÄ« as usual, the servants and the brÄhmaṇa, who was a cook, went with him.
Text* 267: The servants and brÄhmaṇa brought four hundred coins to JagannÄtha PurÄ«, and there they met RaghunÄtha dÄsa.
Text* 268: RaghunÄtha dÄsa did not accept the money and men sent by his father. Therefore the brÄhmaṇa and one of the servants stayed there with the money.
Text* 269: At that time, RaghunÄtha dÄsa began inviting ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu to his house with great attention for two days every month.
Text* 270: The cost for these two occasions was 640 kauá¸is. Therefore he would take that much from the servant and the brÄhmaṇa.
Text* 271: RaghunÄtha dÄsa continued to invite ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu in this way for two years, but at the end of the second year he stopped.
Text* 272: When RaghunÄtha dÄsa neglected to invite Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu for two consecutive months, the Lord, the son of ÅšacÄ«, questioned SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara.
Text 273: The Lord asked, “Why has RaghunÄtha dÄsa stopped inviting Me?â€
Text* 274: “ ‘I invite ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu by accepting goods from materialistic people. I know that the Lord’s mind is not satisfied by this.
Text 275: “ ‘My consciousness is impure because I accept all these goods from people who are interested only in pounds, shillings and pence. Therefore by this kind of invitation I get only some material reputation.
Text 276: “ ‘At my request ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu accepts the invitations because He knows that a foolish person like me would be unhappy if He did not accept them.’
Text* 277: “Considering all these points,†SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara concluded, “he has stopped inviting You.†Hearing this, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu smiled and spoke as follows.
Text 278: “When one eats food offered by a materialistic man, one’s mind becomes contaminated, and when the mind is contaminated, one is unable to think of Kṛṣṇa properly.
Text 279: “When one accepts an invitation from a person contaminated by the material mode of passion, the person who offers the food and the person who accepts it are both mentally contaminated.
Text* 280: “Because of RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s eagerness, I accepted his invitation for many days. It is very good that RaghunÄtha dÄsa, knowing this, has now automatically given up this practice.â€
Text* 281: After some days, RaghunÄtha dÄsa gave up standing near the Siá¹ha-dvÄra gate and instead began eating by begging alms from a booth for free distribution of food.
Text* 282: When ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu heard this news from Govinda, He inquired from SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara, “Why does RaghunÄtha dÄsa no longer stand at the Siá¹ha-dvÄra gate to beg alms?â€
Text* 283: SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara replied, “RaghunÄtha dÄsa felt unhappy standing at the Siá¹ha-dvÄra. Therefore he is now going at midday to beg alms from the charity booth.â€
Text* 284: Hearing this news, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu said, “He has done very well by no longer standing at the Siá¹ha-dvÄra gate. Such begging of alms resembles the behavior of a prostitute.
Text* 285: “ ‘Here is a person coming near. He will give me something. This person gave me something last night. Now another person is coming near. He may give me something. The person who just passed did not give me anything, but another person will come, and he will give me something.’ Thus a person in the renounced order gives up his neutrality and depends on the charity of this person or that. Thinking in this way, he adopts the occupation of a prostitute.
Text* 286: “If one goes to the booth where free food is distributed and fills his belly with whatever he obtains, there is no chance of further unwanted talk, and one can very peacefully chant the Hare Kṛṣṇa mahÄ-mantra.â€
Text* 287: After saying this, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu again bestowed His mercy upon RaghunÄtha dÄsa by giving him a stone from Govardhana Hill and a garland of small conchshells.
Text* 288: Previously, when Åšaá¹…karÄnanda SarasvatÄ« had returned from Vá¹›ndÄvana, he had brought the stone from Govardhana Hill and also the garland of conchshells.
Text* 289: He presented ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu with these two items — the garland of conchshells and the stone from Govardhana Hill.
Text* 290: Upon receiving these two uncommon items, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was extremely happy. While chanting, He would put the garland around His neck.
Text* 291: The Lord would put the stone to His heart or sometimes to His eyes. Sometimes He would smell it with His nose and sometimes place it on His head.
Text* 292: The stone from Govardhana was always moist with tears from His eyes. ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu would say, “This stone is directly the body of Lord Kṛṣṇa.â€
Text* 293: For three years He kept the stone and garland. Then, greatly satisfied by the behavior of RaghunÄtha dÄsa, the Lord delivered both of them to him.
Text 294: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu instructed RaghunÄtha dÄsa, “This stone is the transcendental form of Lord Kṛṣṇa. Worship the stone with great eagerness.â€
Text* 295: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu continued, “Worship this stone in the mode of goodness like a perfect brÄhmaṇa, for by such worship you will surely attain ecstatic love of Kṛṣṇa without delay.
Text* 296: “For such worship, one needs a jug of water and a few flowers from a tulasī tree. This is worship in complete goodness when performed in complete purity.
Text* 297: “With faith and love, you should offer eight soft tulasÄ« flowers, each with two tulasÄ« leaves, one on each side of each flower.â€
Text* 298: After thus advising him how to worship, Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu personally offered RaghunÄtha dÄsa the govardhana-Å›ilÄ with His transcendental hand. As advised by the Lord, RaghunÄtha dÄsa worshiped the Å›ilÄ in great transcendental jubilation.
Text* 299: SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara gave RaghunÄtha dÄsa two cloths, each about six inches long, a wooden platform and a jug in which to keep water.
Text* 300: Thus RaghunÄtha dÄsa began worshiping the stone from Govardhana, and as he worshiped he saw the Supreme Personality of Godhead, Kṛṣṇa, the son of Nanda MahÄrÄja, directly in the stone.
Text* 301: Thinking of how he had received the govardhana-Å›ilÄ directly from the hands of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, RaghunÄtha dÄsa was always overflooded with ecstatic love.
Text* 302: The amount of transcendental bliss that RaghunÄtha dÄsa enjoyed simply by offering water and tulasÄ« is impossible to achieve even if one worships the Deity with sixteen kinds of paraphernalia.
Text* 303: After RaghunÄtha dÄsa had thus worshiped the govardhana-Å›ilÄ for some time, SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara one day spoke to him as follows.
Text* 304: “Offer the Govardhana stone eight kauá¸is worth of the first-class sweetmeats known as khÄjÄ and sandeÅ›a. If you offer them with faith and love, they will be just like nectar.â€
Text* 305: RaghunÄtha dÄsa then began offering the costly sweetmeats known as khÄjÄ, which Govinda, following the order of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara, would supply.
Text* 306: When RaghunÄtha dÄsa received from ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu the stone and the garland of conchshells, he could understand the Lord’s intention. Thus he thought as follows.
Text* 307: “By offering me the govardhana-Å›ilÄ, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu has offered me a place near Govardhana Hill, and by offering me the garland of conchshells, He has offered me shelter at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī.â€
Text* 308: RaghunÄtha dÄsa’s transcendental bliss was boundless. Forgetting everything external, he served the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu with his body and mind.
Text 309: Who could list the unlimited transcendental attributes of RaghunÄtha dÄsa? His strict regulative principles were exactly like lines on a stone.
Text* 310: RaghunÄtha dÄsa spent more than twenty-two hours out of every twenty-four chanting the Hare Kṛṣṇa mahÄ-mantra and remembering the lotus feet of the Lord. He ate and slept for less than an hour and a half, and on some days that also was impossible.
Text* 311: Topics concerning his renunciation are wonderful. Throughout his life he never allowed his tongue sense gratification.
Text 312: He never touched anything to wear except a small torn cloth and a patchwork wrapper. Thus he very rigidly executed the order of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 313: Whatever he ate was only to keep his body and soul together, and when he ate he would reproach himself thus.
Text 314: “ ‘If one’s heart has been cleansed by perfect knowledge and one has understood Kṛṣṇa, the Supreme Brahman, he then gains everything. Why should such a person act like a debauchee by trying to maintain his material body very carefully?’ â€
Text* 315: Lord JagannÄtha’s prasÄdam is sold by shopkeepers, and that which is not sold decomposes after two or three days.
Text* 316: All the decomposed food is thrown before the cows from Tailaá¹…ga at the Siá¹ha-dvÄra gate. Because of its rotten odor, even the cows cannot eat it.
Text* 317: At night RaghunÄtha dÄsa would collect that decomposed rice, bring it home and wash it with ample water.
Text* 318: Then he ate the hard inner portion of the rice with salt.
Text* 319: One day SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara saw the activities of RaghunÄtha dÄsa. Thus he smiled and asked for a small portion of that food and ate it.
Text* 320: SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara said, “You eat such nectar every day, but you never offer it to us. What is your character?â€
Text* 321: When ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu heard news of this from the mouth of Govinda, He went there the next day and spoke as follows.
Text* 322: “What nice things are you eating? Why don’t you give anything to Me?†Saying this, He forcibly took a morsel and began to eat.
Text* 323: When ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was taking another morsel of food, SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara caught Him by the hand and said, “It is not fit for You.†Thus he forcibly took the food away.
Text* 324: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu said, “Of course, every day I eat varieties of prasÄdam, but I have never tasted such nice prasÄdam as that which RaghunÄtha is eating.â€
Text* 325: Thus ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu performed many pastimes at JagannÄtha PurÄ«. Seeing the severe penances performed by RaghunÄtha dÄsa in the renounced order, the Lord was greatly satisfied.
Text* 326: In his poem known as the GaurÄá¹…ga-stava-kalpavá¹›ká¹£a, RaghunÄtha dÄsa has described his personal deliverance.
Text 327: “Although I am a fallen soul, the lowest of men, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu delivered me from the blazing forest fire of great material opulence by His mercy. He handed me over in great pleasure to SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara, His personal associate. The Lord also gave me the garland of small conchshells that He wore on His chest and a stone from Govardhana Hill, although they were very dear to Him. That same Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu awakens within my heart and makes me mad after Him.â€
Text* 328: Thus I have described the meeting of RaghunÄtha dÄsa with ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. Anyone who hears about this incident attains the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text 329: Praying at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« RÅ«pa and ÅšrÄ« RaghunÄtha, always desiring their mercy, I, KṛṣṇadÄsa, narrate ÅšrÄ« Caitanya-caritÄmá¹›ta, following in their footsteps.
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