Sri Caitanya Caritamrita

Madhya-lila
Chapter 13: The Ecstatic Dancing of the Lord at Ratha-yatra

Text* 1: May the Supreme Personality of Godhead, ÅšrÄ« Kṛṣṇa Caitanya, who danced in front of the car of ÅšrÄ« JagannÄtha, be all glorified! By seeing His dancing, not only was the whole universe held in wonder, but Lord JagannÄtha Himself became very much astonished.
Text* 2: All glories to ÅšrÄ« Kṛṣṇa Caitanya and Prabhu NityÄnanda! All glories to Advaitacandra! And all glories to the devotees of Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu!
Text* 3: All glories to the listeners of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya-caritÄmá¹›ta! Please hear the description of the dancing of Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu at the Ratha-yÄtrÄ festival. His dancing is very enchanting. Please hear of it with great attention.
Text* 4: The next day, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and His personal associates got up in the dark and attentively took their early-morning baths.
Text* 5: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and His personal associates then went to see the ceremony of PÄṇá¸u-vijaya. During this ceremony, Lord JagannÄtha leaves His throne and gets up onto the car.
Text* 6: King PratÄparudra in person, as well as his entourage, allowed the PÄṇá¸u-vijaya ceremony to be seen by all the associates of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 7: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and His prominent devotees — Advaita Ä€cÄrya, NityÄnanda Prabhu and others — were very happy to observe how Lord JagannÄtha began the Ratha-yÄtrÄ.
Text 8: The very strongly built dayitÄs [carriers of the JagannÄtha Deity] were as powerful as drunken elephants. They manually carried Lord JagannÄtha from the throne to the car.
Text* 9: While carrying the Deity of Lord JagannÄtha, some of the dayitÄs took hold of the shoulders of the Lord, and some caught His lotus feet.
Text* 10: The Lord JagannÄtha Deity was bound at the waist by a strong, thick rope made of silk. From two sides the dayitÄs caught hold of this rope and raised the Deity.
Text* 11: Strong, puffed-up cotton pads called tulÄ«s were spread out from the throne to the car, and the heavy Deity of Lord JagannÄtha was carried from one pillowlike pad to the next by the dayitÄs.
Text* 12: While the dayitÄs carried the heavy JagannÄtha Deity from one pad to the next, some of the pads broke, and the cotton contents floated into the air. When they broke, they made a heavy cracking sound.
Text* 13: Lord JagannÄtha is the maintainer of the whole universe. Who can carry Him from one place to another? The Lord moves by His personal will just to perform His pastimes.
Text 14: While the Lord was transported from the throne to the car, tumultuous sounds were made on various musical instruments. ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was chanting “MaṇimÄ! MaṇimÄ!†but He could not be heard.
Text* 15: While the Lord was being carried from the throne to the car, King PratÄparudra personally engaged in the Lord’s service by cleansing the road with a broom that had a golden handle.
Text* 16: The King sprinkled the road with sandalwood-scented water. Although he was the owner of the royal throne, he engaged in menial service for the sake of Lord JagannÄtha.
Text* 17: Although the King was the most exalted respectable person, still he accepted menial service for the Lord; he therefore became a suitable candidate for receiving the Lord’s mercy.
Text 18: Upon seeing the King engaged in such menial service, Caitanya MahÄprabhu became very happy. Simply by rendering this service, the King received the mercy of the Lord.
Text 19: Everyone was astonished to see the decorations on the Ratha car. The car appeared to be newly made of gold, and it was as high as Mount Sumeru.
Text* 20: The decorations included bright mirrors and hundreds and hundreds of cÄmaras [white whisks made of yak tails]. On top of the car were a neat and clean canopy and a very beautiful flag.
Text* 21: The car was also decorated with silken cloth and various pictures. Many brass bells, gongs and ankle bells rang.
Text* 22: For the pastimes of the Ratha-yÄtrÄ ceremony, Lord JagannÄtha got aboard one car, and His sister, SubhadrÄ, and elder brother, BalarÄma, got aboard two other cars.
Text 23: For fifteen days the Lord had remained in a secluded place with the supreme goddess of fortune and had performed His pastimes with her.
Text 24: Having taken permission from the goddess of fortune, the Lord came out to ride on the Ratha car and perform His pastimes for the pleasure of the devotees.
Text* 25: The fine, white sand spread all over the path resembled the bank of the YamunÄ, and the small gardens on both sides looked just like those in Vá¹›ndÄvana.
Text* 26: As Lord JagannÄtha rode in His car and saw the beauty on both sides, His mind was filled with pleasure.
Text* 27: The pullers of the car were known as gauá¸as, and they pulled with great pleasure. However, the car sometimes went very fast and sometimes very slow.
Text* 28: Sometimes the car would stand still and not move, even though it was pulled very vigorously. The chariot therefore moved by the will of the Lord, not by the strength of any ordinary person.
Text* 29: As the car stood still, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu gathered all His devotees and, with His own hand, decorated them with flower garlands and sandalwood pulp.
Text* 30: ParamÄnanda PurÄ« and BrahmÄnanda BhÄratÄ« were both personally given garlands and sandalwood pulp from the very hands of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. This increased their transcendental pleasure.
Text* 31: Similarly, when Advaita Ä€cÄrya and NityÄnanda Prabhu felt the touch of the transcendental hand of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, They were very pleased.
Text* 32: The Lord also gave garlands and sandalwood pulp to the performers of saá¹…kÄ«rtana. The two chief performers were SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara and ÅšrÄ«vÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 33: There were altogether four parties of kīrtana performers, comprising twenty-four chanters. In each party there were also two mṛdaṅga players, making an additional eight persons.
Text* 34: When the four parties were formed, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, after some consideration, divided the chanters.
Text* 35: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu ordered NityÄnanda Prabhu, Advaita Ä€cÄrya, HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura and VakreÅ›vara Paṇá¸ita to dance in each of the four respective parties.
Text* 36: SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara was chosen as the leader of the first party and was given five assistants to respond to his chanting.
Text* 37: The five who responded to the singing of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara were DÄmodara Paṇá¸ita, NÄrÄyaṇa, Govinda Datta, RÄghava Paṇá¸ita and ÅšrÄ« GovindÄnanda.
Text 38: Advaita Ä€cÄrya Prabhu was ordered to dance in the first group. The Lord then formed another group with ÅšrÄ«vÄsa ṬhÄkura as the chief man.
Text* 39: The five singers who responded to the singing of ÅšrÄ«vÄsa ṬhÄkura were Gaá¹…gÄdÄsa, HaridÄsa, ÅšrÄ«mÄn, ÅšubhÄnanda and ÅšrÄ« RÄma Paṇá¸ita. ÅšrÄ« NityÄnanda Prabhu was appointed as a dancer.
Text* 40: Another group was formed consisting of VÄsudeva, GopÄ«nÄtha and MurÄri. All these were responsive singers, and Mukunda was the chief singer.
Text 41: Another two persons, ÅšrÄ«kÄnta and Vallabha Sena, joined as responsive singers. In this group, the senior HaridÄsa [HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura] was the dancer.
Text* 42: The Lord formed another group, appointing Govinda Ghoá¹£a as leader. In this group the younger HaridÄsa, ViṣṇudÄsa and RÄghava were the responding singers.
Text* 43: Two brothers named MÄdhava Ghoá¹£a and VÄsudeva Ghoá¹£a also joined this group as responsive singers. VakreÅ›vara Paṇá¸ita was the dancer.
Text* 44: There was a saá¹…kÄ«rtana party from the village known as KulÄ«na-grÄma, and RÄmÄnanda and SatyarÄja were appointed the dancers in this group.
Text* 45: There was another party that came from ÅšÄntipura and was formed by Advaita Ä€cÄrya. AcyutÄnanda was the dancer, and the rest of the men were singers.
Text* 46: Another party was formed by the people of Khaṇá¸a. These people were singing in a different place. In that group, Narahari Prabhu and Raghunandana were dancing.
Text* 47: Four parties chanted and danced in front of Lord JagannÄtha, and on either side was another party. Yet another was at the rear.
Text* 48: There were altogether seven parties of saṅkīrtana, and in each party two men were beating drums. Thus fourteen drums were being played at once. The sound was tumultuous, and all the devotees became mad.
Text* 49: All the Vaiṣṇavas came together like an assembly of clouds. As the devotees chanted the holy names in great ecstasy, tears fell from their eyes like rain.
Text* 50: When the saṅkīrtana resounded, it filled the three worlds. Indeed, no one could hear any sounds or musical instruments other than the saṅkīrtana.
Text* 51: Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu wandered through all seven groups chanting the holy name, “Hari, Hari!†Raising His arms, He shouted, “All glories to Lord JagannÄtha!â€
Text* 52: Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu then exhibited another mystic power by performing pastimes simultaneously in all seven groups.
Text* 53: Everyone said, “Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu is present in my group. Indeed, He does not go anywhere else. He is bestowing His mercy upon us.â€
Text* 54: Actually, no one could see the inconceivable potency of the Lord. Only the most confidential devotees, those in pure, unalloyed devotional service, could understand.
Text* 55: Lord JagannÄtha was very much pleased by the saá¹…kÄ«rtana, and He brought His car to a standstill just to see the performance.
Text* 56: King PratÄparudra was also astonished to see the saá¹…kÄ«rtana. He became inactive and was converted to ecstatic love of Kṛṣṇa.
Text* 57: When the King informed KÄśī MiÅ›ra of the glories of the Lord, KÄśī MiÅ›ra replied, “O King, your fortune has no limit!â€
Text* 58: The King and SÄrvabhauma Bhaá¹­á¹­ÄcÄrya were both aware of the Lord’s activities, but no one else could see the tricks of Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 59: Only a person who has received the mercy of the Lord can understand. Without the Lord’s mercy, even the demigods, headed by Lord BrahmÄ, cannot understand.
Text 60: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu had been very satisfied to see the King accept the menial task of sweeping the street, and for this humility the King received the mercy of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. He could therefore observe the mystery of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu’s activities.
Text 61: Although the King had been refused an interview, he was indirectly bestowed causeless mercy. Who can understand the internal potency of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu?
Text* 62: When the two great personalities SÄrvabhauma Bhaá¹­á¹­ÄcÄrya and KÄśī MiÅ›ra saw Caitanya MahÄprabhu’s causeless mercy upon the King, they were astonished.
Text* 63: Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu performed His pastimes for some time in this way. He personally sang and induced His personal associates to dance.
Text* 64: According to His need, the Lord sometimes exhibited one form and sometimes many. This was being executed by His internal potency.
Text 65: Indeed, the Personality of Godhead forgot Himself in the course of His transcendental pastimes, but His internal potency [lÄ«lÄ-Å›akti], knowing the intentions of the Lord, made all arrangements.
Text* 66: Just as Lord ÅšrÄ« Kṛṣṇa formerly performed the rÄsa-lÄ«lÄ dance and other pastimes at Vá¹›ndÄvana, Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu performed uncommon pastimes moment after moment.
Text 67: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu’s dancing before the Ratha-yÄtrÄ car could be perceived only by pure devotees. Others could not understand. Descriptions of Lord Kṛṣṇa’s uncommon dancing can be found in the revealed scripture ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam.
Text* 68: In this way ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu danced in great jubilation and inundated all the people with waves of ecstatic love.
Text* 69: Thus Lord JagannÄtha mounted His car, and Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu inspired all His devotees to dance in front of it.
Text* 70: Now please hear about Lord JagannÄtha’s going to the Guṇá¸icÄ temple while ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu danced before the Ratha car.
Text* 71: The Lord performed kīrtana for some time and, through His own endeavor, inspired all the devotees to dance.
Text* 72: When the Lord Himself wanted to dance, all seven groups combined together.
Text* 73: The Lord’s devotees — including ÅšrÄ«vÄsa, RÄmÄi, Raghu, Govinda, Mukunda, HaridÄsa, GovindÄnanda, MÄdhava and Govinda — all combined together.
Text* 74: When ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu desired to jump high while dancing, He placed these nine people in the charge of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara.
Text* 75: These devotees [SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara and the devotees in his charge] sang along with the Lord, and they also ran beside Him. All the other groups of men also sang.
Text* 76: Offering obeisances to the Lord with folded hands, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu raised His face toward JagannÄtha and prayed as follows.
Text 77: “ ‘Let me offer my respectful obeisances unto Lord Kṛṣṇa, who is the worshipable Deity for all brahminical men, who is the well-wisher of cows and brÄhmaṇas, and who is always benefiting the whole world. I offer my repeated obeisances to the Personality of Godhead, known as Kṛṣṇa and Govinda.’
Text 78: “ ‘All glories unto the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is known as the son of DevakÄ«! All glories to the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is known as the light of the dynasty of Vṛṣṇi! All glories to the Supreme Personality of Godhead, whose bodily luster is like that of a new cloud, and whose body is as soft as a lotus flower! All glories to the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who appeared on this planet to deliver the world from the burden of demons, and who can offer liberation to everyone!’
Text 79: “ ‘Lord ÅšrÄ« Kṛṣṇa is He who is known as jana-nivÄsa, the ultimate resort of all living entities, and who is also known as DevakÄ«-nandana or YaÅ›odÄ-nandana, the son of DevakÄ« and YaÅ›odÄ. He is the guide of the Yadu dynasty, and with His mighty arms He kills everything inauspicious, as well as every man who is impious. By His presence He destroys all things inauspicious for all living entities, moving and inert. His blissful smiling face always increases the lusty desires of the gopÄ«s of Vá¹›ndÄvana. May He be all-glorious and happy!’
Text 80: “ ‘I am not a brÄhmaṇa, I am not a ká¹£atriya, I am not a vaiÅ›ya or a śūdra. Nor am I a brahmacÄrÄ«, a householder, a vÄnaprastha or a sannyÄsÄ«. I identify Myself only as the servant of the servant of the servant of the lotus feet of Lord ÅšrÄ« Kṛṣṇa, the maintainer of the gopÄ«s. He is like an ocean of nectar, and He is the cause of universal transcendental bliss. He is always existing with brilliance.’ â€
Text* 81: Having recited all these verses from scripture, the Lord again offered His obeisances, and all the devotees, with folded hands, also offered prayers to the Supreme Personality of Godhead.
Text 82: When ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu danced and jumped high, roaring like thunder and moving in a circle like a wheel, He appeared like a circling firebrand.
Text* 83: Wherever ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu stepped while dancing, the whole earth, with its hills and seas, appeared to tilt.
Text* 84: When Caitanya MahÄprabhu danced, He displayed various blissful transcendental changes in His body. Sometimes He appeared as though stunned. Sometimes the hairs of His body stood on end. Sometimes He perspired, cried, trembled and changed color, and sometimes He exhibited symptoms of helplessness, pride, exuberance and humility.
Text* 85: When ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu fell down with a crash while dancing, He would roll on the ground. At such times it appeared that a golden mountain was rolling on the ground.
Text* 86: NityÄnanda Prabhu would stretch out His two hands and try to catch the Lord when He was running here and there.
Text* 87: Advaita Ä€cÄrya would walk behind the Lord and loudly chant “Haribol! Haribol!†again and again.
Text* 88: Just to check the crowds from coming too near the Lord, the devotees formed three circles. The first circle was guided by NityÄnanda Prabhu, who is BalarÄma Himself, the possessor of great strength.
Text* 89: All the devotees headed by KÄśīśvara and Govinda linked hands and formed a second circle around the Lord.
Text* 90: MahÄrÄja PratÄparudra and his personal assistants formed a third circle around the two inner circles just to check the crowds from coming too near.
Text* 91: With his hands on the shoulders of Haricandana, King PratÄparudra could see Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu dancing, and the King felt great ecstasy.
Text* 92: While the King beheld the dancing, ÅšrÄ«vÄsa ṬhÄkura, standing in front of him, became ecstatic as he saw the dancing of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 93: Seeing ÅšrÄ«vÄsa ṬhÄkura standing before the King, Haricandana touched ÅšrÄ«vÄsa with his hand and requested him to step aside.
Text* 94: Absorbed in watching ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu dance, ÅšrÄ«vÄsa ṬhÄkura could not understand why he was being touched and pushed. After he was pushed again and again, he became angry.
Text* 95: ÅšrÄ«vÄsa ṬhÄkura slapped Haricandana to stop him from pushing him. In turn, this made Haricandana angry.
Text* 96: As the angered Haricandana was about to speak to ÅšrÄ«vÄsa ṬhÄkura, PratÄparudra MahÄrÄja personally stopped him.
Text* 97: King PratÄparudra said, “You are very fortunate, for you have been graced by the touch of ÅšrÄ«vÄsa ṬhÄkura. I am not so fortunate. You should feel obliged to him.â€
Text* 98: Everyone was astonished by the dancing of Caitanya MahÄprabhu, and even Lord JagannÄtha became extremely happy to see Him.
Text* 99: The car came to a complete standstill and remained immobile while Lord JagannÄtha, with unblinking eyes, watched the dancing of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 100: The goddess of fortune, SubhadrÄ, and Lord BalarÄma both felt great happiness and ecstasy within their hearts. Indeed, they were seen smiling at the dancing.
Text* 101: When Caitanya MahÄprabhu danced and jumped high, eight wonderful transformations indicative of divine ecstasy were seen in His body. All these symptoms were visible simultaneously.
Text* 102: His skin erupted with goose pimples, and the hairs of His body stood on end. His body resembled the śimulī [silk cotton tree], all covered with thorns.
Text* 103: Indeed, the people became afraid just to see His teeth chatter, and they even thought that His teeth would fall out.
Text* 104: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu’s whole body flowed with perspiration and at the same time oozed blood. He made the sounds “jaja gaga, jaja gaga†in a voice choked with ecstasy.
Text* 105: Tears came forcefully from the eyes of the Lord, as if from a syringe, and all the people surrounding Him became wet.
Text* 106: Everyone saw the complexion of His body change from white to pink, so that His luster resembled that of the mallikÄ flower.
Text* 107: Sometimes He appeared stunned, and sometimes He rolled on the ground. Indeed, sometimes His legs and hands became as hard as dry wood, and He did not move.
Text* 108: When the Lord fell to the ground, sometimes His breathing almost stopped. When the devotees saw this, their lives also became very feeble.
Text* 109: Water flowed from His eyes and sometimes through His nostrils, and foam fell from His mouth. These flowings appeared to be torrents of nectar descending from the moon.
Text* 110: The foam that fell from the mouth of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was taken and drunk by ÅšubhÄnanda because he was very fortunate and expert in relishing the mellow of ecstatic love of Kṛṣṇa.
Text* 111: After ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu had performed His devastating dance for some time, His mind entered into a mood of ecstatic love.
Text* 112: After abandoning the dancing, the Lord ordered SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara to sing. Understanding His mind, SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara began to sing as follows.
Text 113: “ ‘Now I have gained the Lord of My life, in the absence of whom I was being burned by Cupid and was withering away.’ â€
Text* 114: When this refrain was loudly sung by SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu again began rhythmically dancing in transcendental bliss.
Text* 115: The car of Lord JagannÄtha began to move slowly while the son of mother ÅšacÄ« went ahead and danced in front.
Text* 116: While dancing and singing, all the devotees in front of Lord JagannÄtha kept their eyes on Him. Caitanya MahÄprabhu then went to the end of the procession with the saá¹…kÄ«rtana performers.
Text* 117: His eyes and mind fully absorbed in Lord JagannÄtha, Caitanya MahÄprabhu began to play the drama of the song with His two arms.
Text* 118: When Caitanya MahÄprabhu was dramatically enacting the song, He would sometimes fall behind in the procession. At such times, Lord JagannÄtha would come to a standstill. When Caitanya MahÄprabhu again went forward, Lord JagannÄtha’s car would slowly start again.
Text 119: Thus there was a sort of competition between Caitanya MahÄprabhu and Lord JagannÄtha in seeing who would lead, but Caitanya MahÄprabhu was so strong that He made Lord JagannÄtha wait in His car.
Text* 120: While ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was dancing, His ecstasy changed. Raising His two arms, He began to recite the following verse in a loud voice.
Text 121: “ ‘That very personality who stole away my heart during my youth is now again my master. These are the same moonlit nights of the month of Caitra. The same fragrance of mÄlatÄ« flowers is there, and the same sweet breezes are blowing from the kadamba forest. In our intimate relationship, I am also the same lover, yet still my mind is not happy here. I am eager to go back to that place on the bank of the RevÄ under the VetasÄ« tree. That is my desire.’ â€
Text* 122: This verse was recited by ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu again and again. But for SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara, no one could understand its meaning.
Text 123: I have already explained this verse. Now I shall simply describe it in brief.
Text* 124: Formerly, all the gopÄ«s of Vá¹›ndÄvana were very pleased when they met with Kṛṣṇa in the holy place Kuruká¹£etra.
Text* 125: Similarly, after seeing Lord JagannÄtha, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu awoke with the ecstasy of the gopÄ«s. Being absorbed in this ecstasy, He asked SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara to sing the refrain.
Text* 126: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu spoke thus to Lord JagannÄtha: “You are the same Kṛṣṇa, and I am the same RÄdhÄrÄṇī. We are meeting again in the same way that We met in the beginning of Our lives.
Text* 127: “Although We are both the same, My mind is still attracted to Vá¹›ndÄvana-dhÄma. I wish that You will please again appear with Your lotus feet in Vá¹›ndÄvana.
Text* 128: “In Kuruká¹£etra there are crowds of people, elephants and horses, and also the rattling of chariots. But in Vá¹›ndÄvana there are flower gardens, and the humming of the bees and chirping of the birds can be heard.
Text* 129: “Here at Kuruká¹£etra You are dressed like a royal prince, accompanied by great warriors, but in Vá¹›ndÄvana You appeared just like an ordinary cowherd boy, accompanied only by Your beautiful flute.
Text* 130: “Here there is not even a drop of the ocean of transcendental happiness that I enjoyed with You in Vá¹›ndÄvana.
Text* 131: “I therefore request You to come to Vá¹›ndÄvana and enjoy pastimes with Me. If You do so, My ambition will be fulfilled.â€
Text* 132: I have already described in brief ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī’s statement from ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam.
Text* 133: In that ecstatic mood, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu recited many other verses, but people in general could not understand their meaning.
Text* 134: The meaning of those verses was known to SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ«, but he did not reveal it. However, ÅšrÄ« RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« has broadcast the meaning.
Text* 135: While dancing, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu began to recite the following verse, which He tasted in the association of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ«.
Text 136: “[The gopÄ«s spoke thus:] ‘Dear Lord, whose navel is just like a lotus flower, Your lotus feet are the only shelter for those who have fallen into the deep well of material existence. Your feet are worshiped and meditated upon by great mystic yogÄ«s and highly learned philosophers. We wish that these lotus feet may also be awakened within our hearts, although we are only ordinary persons engaged in household affairs.’ â€
Text 137: Speaking in the mood of ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī, Caitanya MahÄprabhu said, “For most people, the mind and heart are one, but because My mind is never separated from Vá¹›ndÄvana, I consider My mind and Vá¹›ndÄvana to be one. My mind is already Vá¹›ndÄvana, and since You like Vá¹›ndÄvana, will You please place Your lotus feet there? I would deem that Your full mercy.
Text 138: “My dear Lord, kindly hear My true submission. My home is Vá¹›ndÄvana, and I wish Your association there. But if I do not get it, then it will be very difficult for Me to keep My life.
Text 139: “My dear Kṛṣṇa, formerly, when You were staying in MathurÄ, You sent Uddhava to teach Me speculative knowledge and mystic yoga. Now You Yourself are speaking the same thing, but My mind doesn’t accept it. There is no place in My mind for jñÄna-yoga or dhyÄna-yoga. Although You know Me very well, You are still instructing Me in jñÄna-yoga and dhyÄna-yoga. It is not right for You to do so.â€
Text 140: Caitanya MahÄprabhu continued, “I would like to withdraw My consciousness from You and engage it in material activities, but even though I try, I cannot do so. I am naturally inclined to You only. Your instructions for Me to meditate on You are therefore simply ludicrous. In this way, You are killing Me. It is not very good for You to think of Me as a candidate for Your instructions.
Text 141: “The gopÄ«s are not like the mystic yogÄ«s. They will never be satisfied simply by meditating on Your lotus feet and imitating the so-called yogÄ«s. Teaching the gopÄ«s about meditation is another kind of duplicity. When they are instructed to undergo mystic yoga practice, they are not at all satisfied. On the contrary, they become more and more angry with You.â€
Text 142: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu continued, “The gopÄ«s have fallen into the great ocean of separation and are being devoured by the timiá¹…gila fish of their ambition to serve You. The gopÄ«s are to be delivered from the mouths of these timiá¹…gila fish, for they are pure devotees. Since they have no material conception of life, why should they aspire for liberation? The gopÄ«s do not want that liberation desired by yogÄ«s and jñÄnÄ«s, for they are already liberated from the ocean of material existence.
Text* 143: “It is amazing that You have forgotten the land of Vá¹›ndÄvana. And how is it that You have forgotten Your father, mother and friends? How have You forgotten Govardhana Hill, the bank of the YamunÄ and the forest where You enjoyed the rÄsa-lÄ«lÄ dance?
Text* 144: “Kṛṣṇa, You are certainly a refined gentleman with all good qualities. You are well-behaved, softhearted and merciful. I know that there is not even a tinge of fault to be found in You. Yet Your mind does not even remember the inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana. This is only My misfortune, and nothing else.
Text* 145: “I do not care for My personal unhappiness, but when I see the morose face of mother YaÅ›odÄ and the hearts of all the inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana breaking because of You, I wonder whether You want to kill them all. Or do You want to enliven them by coming there? Why are You simply keeping them alive in a state of suffering?
Text* 146: “The inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana do not want You dressed like a prince, nor do they want You to associate with great warriors in a different country. They cannot leave the land of Vá¹›ndÄvana, and without Your presence, they are all dying. What is their condition to be?
Text 147: “My dear Kṛṣṇa, You are the life and soul of Vá¹›ndÄvana-dhÄma. You are especially the life of Nanda MahÄrÄja. You are the only opulence in the land of Vá¹›ndÄvana, and You are very merciful. Please come and let all the residents of Vá¹›ndÄvana live. Kindly keep Your lotus feet again in Vá¹›ndÄvana.â€
Text* 148: After hearing ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī’s statements, Lord Kṛṣṇa’s love for the inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana was evoked, and His body and mind became very much perturbed. After hearing of their love for Him, He immediately thought Himself to be always indebted to the residents of Vá¹›ndÄvana. Then Kṛṣṇa began to pacify ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī as follows.
Text 149: “My dearest ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī, please hear Me. I am speaking the truth. I cry day and night simply upon remembering all you inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana. No one knows how unhappy this makes Me.â€
Text 150: ÅšrÄ« Kṛṣṇa continued: “All the inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana-dhÄma — My mother, father, cowherd boyfriends and everything else — are like My life and soul. And among all the inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana, the gopÄ«s are My very life and soul. And among the gopÄ«s, You, ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī, are the chief. Therefore You are the very life of My life.
Text* 151: “My dear ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī, I am always subservient to the loving affairs of all of you. I am under your control only. My separation from you and residence in distant places have occurred due to My strong misfortune.
Text* 152: “When a woman is separated from the man she loves or a man is separated from his beloved woman, neither of them can live. It is a fact that they live only for each other, for if one dies and the other hears of it, he or she will die also.
Text* 153: “Such a loving, chaste wife and loving husband desire all welfare for each other in separation and do not care for personal happiness. Desiring only each other’s well-being, such a pair certainly meet again without delay.
Text* 154: “You are My most dear, and I know that in My absence You cannot live for a moment. Just to keep You living, I worship Lord NÄrÄyaṇa. By His merciful potency, I come to Vá¹›ndÄvana every day to enjoy pastimes with You. I then return to DvÄrakÄ-dhÄma. Thus You can always feel My presence there in Vá¹›ndÄvana.
Text 155: “Our love affair is more powerful because of My good fortune in receiving NÄrÄyaṇa’s grace. This allows Me to come there unseen by others. I hope that very soon I will be visible to everyone.
Text 156: “I have already killed all the mischievous demons who are enemies of the Yadu dynasty, and I have also killed Kaá¹sa and his allies. But there are two or four demons still living. I want to kill them, and after doing so I shall very soon return to Vá¹›ndÄvana. Please know this for certain.
Text* 157: “I wish to protect the inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana from the attacks of My enemies. That is why I remain in My kingdom; otherwise I am indifferent to My royal position. Whatever wives, sons and wealth I maintain in the kingdom are only for the satisfaction of the Yadus.
Text* 158: “Your loving qualities always attract Me to Vá¹›ndÄvana. Indeed, they will bring Me back within ten or twenty days, and when I return I shall enjoy both day and night with You and all the damsels of VrajabhÅ«mi.â€
Text* 159: While speaking to ÅšrÄ«matÄ« RÄdhÄrÄṇī, Kṛṣṇa became very anxious to return to Vá¹›ndÄvana. He made Her listen to a verse which banished all Her difficulties and which assured Her that She would again attain Kṛṣṇa.
Text 160: Lord ÅšrÄ« Kṛṣṇa said: “Devotional service unto Me is the only way to attain Me. My dear gopÄ«s, whatever love and affection you have attained for Me by good fortune is the only reason for My returning to you.â€
Text* 161: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu would sit in His room with SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara and taste the topics of these verses day and night.
Text* 162: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu danced completely absorbed in ecstatic emotion. While looking at the face of Lord JagannÄtha, He danced and recited these verses.
Text* 163: No one can describe the good fortune of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ«, for he is always absorbed in the service of the Lord with his body, mind and words.
Text* 164: The senses of Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu were identical with the senses of SvarÅ«pa. Therefore Caitanya MahÄprabhu used to become fully absorbed in tasting the singing of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara.
Text* 165: In emotional ecstasy, Caitanya MahÄprabhu would sometimes sit on the ground and, looking down, would write on the ground with His finger.
Text* 166: Fearing that the Lord would injure His finger by writing in this way, SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara checked Him with his own hand.
Text* 167: SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara used to sing exactly according to the ecstatic emotion of the Lord. Whenever a particular mellow was being tasted by ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara would personify it by singing.
Text* 168: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu looked upon the beautiful lotuslike face and eyes of Lord JagannÄtha.
Text* 169: Lord JagannÄtha was garlanded, dressed with nice garments and adorned with beautiful ornaments. His face was glittering from the rays of sunshine, and the entire atmosphere was fragrant.
Text* 170: An ocean of transcendental bliss expanded in the heart of Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, and symptoms of madness immediately intensified like a hurricane.
Text* 171: The madness of transcendental bliss created waves of various emotions. The emotions appeared like opposing soldiers staging a fight.
Text* 172: There was an increase in all the natural emotional symptoms. Thus there were awakening emotions, peacefulness, joined, mixed, transcendental and prevalent emotions, and impetuses for emotion.
Text* 173: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu’s body appeared like a transcendental Himalayan mountain bearing ecstatic emotional flower trees, all of them blooming.
Text* 174: The sight of all these symptoms attracted everyone’s mind and consciousness. Indeed, the Lord sprinkled everyone’s mind with the nectar of transcendental love of Godhead.
Text* 175: He sprinkled the minds of the servants of Lord JagannÄtha, the government officers, the pilgrim visitors, the general populace and all the residents of JagannÄtha PurÄ«.
Text* 176: Upon seeing the dancing and ecstatic love of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, everyone became astonished. In their hearts they became infatuated with love of Kṛṣṇa.
Text* 177: Everyone danced and chanted in ecstatic love, and a great noise resounded. Everyone was overwhelmed with transcendental bliss just to see the dancing of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 178: Apart from the others, even Lord JagannÄtha and Lord BalarÄma, with great happiness, began to move very slowly upon seeing the dancing of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 179: Lord JagannÄtha and Lord BalarÄma sometimes stopped the car and happily observed Lord Caitanya’s dancing. Anyone who was able to see Them stop and watch the dancing bore witness to Their pastimes.
Text* 180: When Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was dancing and wandering in this way, He fell down in front of MahÄrÄja PratÄparudra.
Text* 181: MahÄrÄja PratÄparudra picked the Lord up with great respect, but upon seeing the King, Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu came to His external senses.
Text* 182: After seeing the King, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu condemned Himself, saying, “Oh, how pitiful it is that I have touched a person who is interested in mundane affairs!â€
Text* 183: Not even Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu, KÄśīśvara or Govinda took care of Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu when He fell down. NityÄnanda was in great ecstasy, and KÄśīśvara and Govinda were elsewhere.
Text* 184: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu had already been satisfied by the King’s behavior, for the King had accepted the service of a sweeper for Lord JagannÄtha. Therefore Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu actually desired to see the King.
Text 185: However, just to warn His personal associates, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, externally expressed feelings of anger.
Text* 186: King PratÄparudra became frightened when Lord Caitanya showed external anger, but SÄrvabhauma Bhaá¹­á¹­ÄcÄrya told the King, “Don’t worry.â€
Text 187: SÄrvabhauma Bhaá¹­á¹­ÄcÄrya informed the King, “The Lord is very satisfied with you. By pointing you out, He was teaching His personal associates how to behave with mundane people.â€
Text* 188: SÄrvabhauma Bhaá¹­á¹­ÄcÄrya continued, “I shall submit your petition when there is an opportune moment. It will then be easy for you to come and meet the Lord.â€
Text* 189: After circumambulating JagannÄtha, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu went behind the car and began pushing it with His head.
Text* 190: As soon as He pushed, the car immediately started to move, making a rattling noise. The people all around began to chant the holy name of the Lord, “Hari! Hari!â€
Text* 191: As the car began to move, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu took His personal associates in front of the cars occupied by Lord BalarÄma and SubhadrÄ, the goddess of fortune. Greatly inspired, He then began to dance in front of them.
Text* 192: After finishing the dance before Lord Baladeva and SubhadrÄ, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu came before Lord JagannÄtha’s car. Upon seeing Lord JagannÄtha, He began to dance again.
Text* 193: When they reached the place called Balagaṇá¸i, Lord JagannÄtha stopped His car and began to look left and right.
Text 194: On the left side, Lord JagannÄtha saw a neighborhood of brÄhmaṇas and a coconut-tree grove. On the right side, He saw nice flower gardens resembling those in the holy place Vá¹›ndÄvana.
Text* 195: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and His devotees were dancing in front of the car, and Lord JagannÄtha, having stopped the car, watched the dancing.
Text* 196: It was customary that food be offered to the Lord at vipra-Å›Äsana. Indeed, innumerable dishes of food were offered, and Lord JagannÄtha tasted each one of them.
Text* 197: All kinds of devotees of Lord JagannÄtha — from neophytes to the most advanced — offered their best cooked food to the Lord.
Text* 198: These devotees included the King, his queens, his ministers and friends and all other big and small residents of JagannÄtha PurÄ«.
Text* 199: All the visitors who had come from different countries to JagannÄtha PurÄ«, as well as the local devotees, offered their personally cooked food to the Lord.
Text* 200: The devotees offered their food everywhere — in front of the car and behind it, on the two sides and within the flower garden. Wherever possible, they made their offering to the Lord, for there were no hard and fast rules.
Text* 201: While the food was being offered, a large crowd of people gathered. At that time ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu stopped His dancing and went to a nearby garden.
Text* 202: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu entered the garden and, immersed in great ecstatic emotion, fell flat on a raised platform there.
Text* 203: The Lord was very much fatigued from the hard labor of dancing, and there was perspiration all over His body. He therefore enjoyed the fragrant, cool breeze of the garden.
Text* 204: All the devotees who had been performing saṅkīrtana came there and took rest under each and every tree.
Text* 205: Thus I have described the great performance of congregational chanting by Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu as He danced in front of Lord JagannÄtha.
Text 206: In his prayer known as the CaitanyÄṣṭaka, ÅšrÄ«la RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« has given a vivid description of the Lord’s dancing before the car of JagannÄtha.
Text* 207: “ŚrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu danced down the main road in great ecstasy before Lord JagannÄtha, the master of NÄ«lÄcala, who was sitting on His car. Overwhelmed by the transcendental bliss of dancing and surrounded by Vaiṣṇavas who sang the holy names, He manifested waves of ecstatic love of Godhead. When will ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu again be visible to my vision?â€
Text* 208: Anyone who hears this description of the car festival will attain ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. He will also attain the elevated state by which he will have firm conviction in devotional service and love of Godhead.
Text 209: Praying at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« RÅ«pa and ÅšrÄ« RaghunÄtha, always desiring their mercy, I, KṛṣṇadÄsa, narrate ÅšrÄ« Caitanya-caritÄmá¹›ta, following in their footsteps.
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