Sri Caitanya Caritamrita

Antya-lila
Chapter 4: Sanatana Gosvami Visits the Lord at Jagannatha Puri

Text* 1: When SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« returned from Vá¹›ndÄvana, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu affectionately saved him from his determination to commit suicide. Then, after testing him, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu purified his body.
Text* 2: All glories to Lord Caitanya! All glories to Lord NityÄnanda! All glories to Advaitacandra! And all glories to all the devotees of Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu!
Text* 3: When ÅšrÄ«la RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« returned from JagannÄtha PurÄ« to Bengal, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« went from MathurÄ to JagannÄtha PurÄ« to see ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 4: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« walked alone on the path through the JhÄrikhaṇá¸a forest in central India. Sometimes he fasted, and sometimes he would eat.
Text* 5: Because of bad water in the JhÄrikhaṇá¸a forest and because of fasting, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« contracted a disease that made his body itch. Thus he was afflicted with itching sores from which fluid oozed.
Text* 6: In disappointment, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« considered, “I am of a low caste, and my body is useless for devotional service.
Text* 7: “When I go to JagannÄtha PurÄ«, I shall not be able to see Lord JagannÄtha, nor shall I always be able to see ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 8: “I have heard that the residential quarters of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu are near the temple of JagannÄtha. But I shall not have the power to go near the temple.
Text* 9: “The servants of Lord JagannÄtha generally move about tending to their duties, but if they touch me I shall be an offender.
Text* 10: “Therefore if I sacrifice this body in a good place, my unhappiness will be mitigated and I shall attain an exalted destination.
Text* 11: “During the Ratha-yÄtrÄ festival, when Lord JagannÄtha comes out of the temple, I shall give up this body under the wheel of His car.
Text* 12: “After seeing Lord JagannÄtha, I shall give up my body under the wheel of the car in the presence of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. This will be the highest benediction of my life.â€
Text* 13: Having made this resolution, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« went to NÄ«lÄcala, where he asked directions from people and approached the residence of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 14: He offered his respects to the lotus feet of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, who knew him and thus embraced him.
Text* 15: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« was very eager to see the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. Therefore HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura said, “The Lord is coming here very soon.â€
Text* 16: At that very moment, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, after visiting the temple of JagannÄtha to see the offering of upala-bhoga [morning refreshments], came with His other devotees to see HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 17: Seeing ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, both HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura and SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« immediately fell flat like rods to offer obeisances. The Lord then lifted HaridÄsa and embraced him.
Text* 18: HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura said to ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, “Here is SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« offering his obeisances.†Seeing SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, the Lord was greatly surprised.
Text* 19: When ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu came forward to embrace him, SanÄtana backed away and spoke as follows.
Text* 20: “My Lord, please do not touch me. I fall at Your lotus feet. I am the lowest of men, having been born of a low caste. Besides that, I have infections on my body.â€
Text* 21: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, however, embraced SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« by force. Thus the moisture oozing from the itching sores touched the transcendental body of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 22: The Lord introduced all the devotees to SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, who offered his respectful obeisances unto the lotus feet of them all.
Text* 23: The Lord and His devotees sat on a raised platform, and below that sat HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura and SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«.
Text* 24: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu inquired from SanÄtana about news of his well-being. SanÄtana replied, “Everything is auspicious because I have seen Your lotus feet.â€
Text* 25: When the Lord asked about all the Vaiṣṇavas at MathurÄ, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« informed Him of their good health and fortune.
Text* 26: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu informed SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, “ŚrÄ«la RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« was here for ten months. He left for Bengal just ten days ago.
Text* 27: “Your brother Anupama is now dead. He was a very good devotee who had firm conviction in RaghunÄtha [Lord RÄmacandra].â€
Text* 28: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« said, “I was born in a low family, for my family commits all kinds of irreligious acts that violate the scriptural injunctions.
Text* 29: “My Lord, without hatred for my family You have accepted me as Your servant. Only by Your mercy is there good fortune in my family.
Text* 30: “From the very beginning of his childhood, my younger brother Anupama was a great devotee of RaghunÄtha [Lord RÄmacandra], and he worshiped Him with great determination.
Text* 31: “He always chanted the holy name of RaghunÄtha and meditated upon Him. He continuously heard about the activities of the Lord from the RÄmÄyaṇa and chanted about them.
Text* 32: “Rūpa and I are his elder brothers. He stayed with us continuously.
Text* 33: “He heard ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam and talks about Lord Kṛṣṇa with us, and both of us examined him.
Text* 34: “ ‘Dear Vallabha,’ we said, ‘please hear from us. Lord Kṛṣṇa is supremely attractive. His beauty, sweetness and pastimes of love are without limit.
Text* 35: “ ‘Engage yourself in devotional service to Kṛṣṇa with the two of us. We three brothers shall stay together and enjoy discussing the pastimes of Lord Kṛṣṇa.’
Text* 36: “In this way we spoke to him again and again, and because of this persuasion and his respect for us, his mind turned somewhat toward our instructions.
Text* 37: “Vallabha replied, ‘My dear brothers, how can I disobey your orders? Initiate me into the Kṛṣṇa mantra so that I may perform devotional service to Lord Kṛṣṇa.’
Text* 38: “After saying this, at night he began to think, ‘How shall I give up the lotus feet of Lord RaghunÄtha?’
Text* 39: “He stayed up all night and cried. In the morning, he came to us and submitted the following plea.
Text* 40: “ ‘I have sold my head at the lotus feet of Lord RÄmacandra. I cannot take it away. That would be too painful for me.
Text* 41: “ ‘The two of you please be merciful to me and order me in such a way that life after life I may serve the lotus feet of Lord RaghunÄtha.
Text* 42: “ ‘It is impossible for me to give up the lotus feet of Lord RaghunÄtha. When I even think of giving them up, my heart breaks.’
Text* 43: “Upon hearing this, we each embraced him and encouraged him by saying, ‘You are a great saintly devotee, for your determination in devotional service is fixed.’ In this way we praised him.
Text* 44: “My dear Lord, the family upon which You bestow even a little mercy is always fortunate, for such mercy makes all miseries disappear.â€
Text* 45: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu said, “There was a similar incident concerning MurÄri Gupta. Formerly I examined him, and his determination was similar.
Text* 46: “Glorious is that devotee who does not give up the shelter of his Lord, and glorious is that Lord who does not abandon His servant.
Text* 47: “If by chance a servant falls down and goes somewhere else, glorious is that master who captures him and brings him back by the hair.
Text* 48: “It is very good that you have arrived here. Now stay in this room with HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 49: “Both of you are expert in understanding the mellows of Lord Kṛṣṇa’s devotional service. Therefore you should both continue relishing the taste for such activities and chanting the Hare Kṛṣṇa mahÄ-mantra.â€
Text* 50: Having said this, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu got up and left, and through Govinda He sent prasÄdam for them to eat.
Text* 51: In this way, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« stayed under the care of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. He would see the wheel on the pinnacle of the JagannÄtha temple and offer respectful obeisances.
Text* 52: Every day ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu would go there to meet these two stalwart devotees and discuss topics of Kṛṣṇa with them for some time.
Text* 53: The offerings of prasÄdam in the temple of Lord JagannÄtha were of the highest quality. ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu would bring this prasÄdam and deliver it to the two devotees.
Text* 54: One day when the Lord came to meet them, He suddenly began speaking to SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«.
Text* 55: “My dear SanÄtana,†He said, “if I could attain Kṛṣṇa by committing suicide, I would certainly give up millions of bodies without a moment’s hesitation.
Text* 56: “You should know that one cannot attain Kṛṣṇa simply by giving up the body. Kṛṣṇa is attainable by devotional service. There is no other means for attaining Him.
Text* 57: “Acts such as suicide are influenced by the mode of ignorance, and in ignorance and passion one cannot understand who Kṛṣṇa is.
Text* 58: “Unless one discharges devotional service, one cannot awaken one’s dormant love for Kṛṣṇa, and there is no means for attaining Him other than awakening that dormant love.
Text 59: “[The Supreme Personality of Godhead, Kṛṣṇa, said:] ‘My dear Uddhava, neither through aṣṭÄá¹…ga-yoga [the mystic yoga system for controlling the senses], nor through impersonal monism or an analytical study of the Absolute Truth, nor through study of the Vedas, nor through austerities, charity or acceptance of sannyÄsa can one satisfy Me as much as by developing unalloyed devotional service unto Me.’
Text* 60: “Measures like suicide are causes for sin. A devotee never achieves shelter at Kṛṣṇa’s lotus feet by such actions.
Text* 61: “Because of feelings of separation from Kṛṣṇa, an exalted devotee sometimes wants to give up his life. By such ecstatic love, however, one attains the audience of Kṛṣṇa, and at that time he cannot give up his body.
Text* 62: “One who is deeply in love with Kṛṣṇa cannot tolerate separation from the Lord. Therefore such a devotee always desires his own death.
Text 63: “ ‘O lotus-eyed one, great personalities like Lord Åšiva desire to bathe in the dust of Your lotus feet to drive away ignorance. If I do not get the mercy of Your Lordship, I shall observe vows to reduce the duration of my life, and thus I shall give up bodies for hundreds of births if it is possible to get Your mercy in that way.’
Text 64: “ ‘O dear Kṛṣṇa, by Your smiling glances and melodious talk, You have awakened a fire of lusty desire in our hearts. Now You should extinguish that fire with a stream of nectar from Your lips by kissing us. Kindly do this. Otherwise, dear friend, the fire within our hearts will burn our bodies to ashes because of separation from You. Thus by meditation we shall claim shelter at Your lotus feet.’ â€
Text* 65: Caitanya MahÄprabhu told SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, “Give up all your nonsensical desires, for they are unfavorable for getting shelter at the lotus feet of Kṛṣṇa. Engage yourself in chanting and hearing. Then you will soon achieve the shelter of Kṛṣṇa without a doubt.
Text* 66: “A person born in a low family is not unfit for discharging devotional service to Lord Kṛṣṇa, nor is one fit for devotional service simply because he is born in an aristocratic family of brÄhmaṇas.
Text* 67: “Anyone who takes to devotional service is exalted, whereas a nondevotee is always condemned and abominable. Therefore in the discharge of devotional service to the Lord, there is no consideration of the status of one’s family.
Text* 68: “The Supreme Personality of Godhead, Kṛṣṇa, is always favorable to the humble and meek, but aristocrats, learned scholars and the wealthy are always proud of their positions.
Text 69: “ ‘One may be born in a brÄhmaṇa family and have all twelve brahminical qualities, but if in spite of being thus qualified he is not devoted to the lotus feet of Lord Kṛṣṇa, who has a navel shaped like a lotus, he is not as good as a caṇá¸Äla who has dedicated his mind, words, activities, wealth and life to the service of the Lord. Simply to take birth in a brÄhmaṇa family or to have brahminical qualities is not sufficient. One must be a pure devotee of the Lord. Thus if a Å›va-paca, or caṇá¸Äla, is a devotee, he delivers not only himself but his entire family as well, whereas a brÄhmaṇa who is not a devotee but simply has brahminical qualifications cannot even purify himself, what to speak of his family.’
Text 70: “Among the ways of executing devotional service, the nine prescribed methods are the best, for these processes have great potency to deliver Kṛṣṇa and ecstatic love for Him.
Text 71: “Of the nine processes of devotional service, the most important is to always chant the holy name of the Lord. If one does so, avoiding the ten kinds of offenses, one very easily obtains the most valuable love of Godhead.â€
Text* 72: After hearing this, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« was exceedingly astonished. He could understand, “My decision to commit suicide has not been greatly appreciated by ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.â€
Text* 73: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« concluded, “Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, who knows everything — past, present and future — has forbidden me to commit suicide.†He then fell down, touching the lotus feet of the Lord, and spoke to Him as follows.
Text* 74: “My Lord, You are the omniscient, merciful, independent Supreme Lord. Exactly like an instrument of wood, I dance as You make me do so.
Text* 75: “I am lowborn. Indeed, I am the lowest. I am condemned, for I have all the characteristics of a sinful man. If You keep me alive, what will be the profit?â€
Text* 76: Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu said, “Your body is My property. You have already surrendered unto Me. Therefore you no longer have any claim to your body.
Text* 77: “Why should you want to destroy another’s property? Can’t you consider what is right and wrong?
Text* 78: “Your body is My principal instrument for executing many necessary functions. By your body I shall carry out many tasks.
Text* 79: “You shall have to ascertain the basic principles of a devotee, devotional service, love of Godhead, Vaiṣṇava duties and Vaiṣṇava characteristics.
Text* 80: “You will also have to explain Kṛṣṇa’s devotional service, establish centers for cultivation of love of Kṛṣṇa, excavate lost places of pilgrimage and teach people how to adopt the renounced order.
Text 81: “MathurÄ-Vá¹›ndÄvana is My own very dear abode. I want to do many things there to preach Kṛṣṇa consciousness.
Text* 82: “By the order of My mother I am sitting here in JagannÄtha PurÄ«; therefore, I cannot go to MathurÄ-Vá¹›ndÄvana to teach people how to live there according to religious principles.
Text* 83: “I have to do all this work through your body, but you want to give it up. How can I tolerate this?â€
Text* 84: At that time SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« said to ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, “I offer my respectful obeisances unto You. No one can understand the deep ideas You plan within Your heart.
Text* 85: “A wooden doll chants and dances according to the direction of a magician but does not know how he is dancing and singing.
Text* 86: “My dear Lord, as You cause one to dance, he dances accordingly, but how he dances and who is causing him to dance he does not know.â€
Text* 87: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu then said to HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, “My dear HaridÄsa, please hear Me. This gentleman wants to destroy another’s property.
Text* 88: “One who is entrusted with another’s property does not distribute it or use it for his own purposes. Therefore, tell him not to do such an unlawful thing.â€
Text* 89: HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura replied, “We are falsely proud of our capabilities. Actually we cannot understand Your deep intentions.
Text* 90: “Unless You inform us, we cannot understand what Your purpose is or what You want to do through whom.
Text* 91: “My dear Sir, since You, a great personality, have accepted SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, he is greatly fortunate; no one can be as fortunate as he.â€
Text* 92: Thus ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu embraced both HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura and SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« and then got up and left to perform His noon duties.
Text* 93: “My dear SanÄtana,†HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura said, embracing him, “no one can find the limits of your good fortune.
Text* 94: “ŚrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu has accepted your body as His own property. Therefore no one can equal you in good fortune.
Text* 95: “What ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu cannot do with His personal body He wants to do through you, and He wants to do it in MathurÄ.
Text* 96: “Whatever the Supreme Personality of Godhead wants us to do will successfully be accomplished. This is your great fortune. That is my mature opinion.
Text* 97: “I can understand from the words of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu that He wants you to write books about the conclusive decision of devotional service and about the regulative principles ascertained from the revealed scriptures.
Text 98: “My body could not be used in the service of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. Therefore although it took birth in the land of India, this body has been useless.â€
Text* 99: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« replied, “O HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, who is equal to you? You are one of the associates of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. Therefore you are the most fortunate.
Text* 100: “The mission of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, for which He has descended as an incarnation, is to spread the importance of chanting the holy name of the Lord. Now instead of personally doing so, He is spreading it through you.
Text* 101: “My dear sir, you are chanting the holy name 300,000 times daily and informing everyone of the importance of such chanting.
Text* 102: “Some behave very well but do not preach the cult of Kṛṣṇa consciousness, whereas others preach but do not behave properly.
Text 103: “You simultaneously perform both duties in relation to the holy name by your personal behavior and by your preaching. Therefore you are the spiritual master of the entire world, for you are the most advanced devotee in the world.â€
Text* 104: In this way the two of them passed their time discussing subjects concerning Kṛṣṇa. Thus they enjoyed life together.
Text* 105: During the time of Ratha-yÄtrÄ, all the devotees arrived from Bengal to visit the car festival as they had done previously.
Text* 106: During the Ratha-yÄtrÄ festival, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu again danced before the car of JagannÄtha. When SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« saw this, his mind was astonished.
Text* 107: The Lord’s devotees from Bengal stayed at JagannÄtha PurÄ« during the four months of the rainy season, and Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu introduced SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« to them all.
Text* 108-110: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu introduced SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« to these and other selected devotees: Advaita Ä€cÄrya, NityÄnanda Prabhu, ÅšrÄ«vÄsa ṬhÄkura, VakreÅ›vara Paṇá¸ita, VÄsudeva Datta, MurÄri Gupta, RÄghava Paṇá¸ita, DÄmodara Paṇá¸ita, ParamÄnanda PurÄ«, BrahmÄnanda BhÄratÄ«, SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara, GadÄdhara Paṇá¸ita, SÄrvabhauma Bhaá¹­á¹­ÄcÄrya, RÄmÄnanda RÄya, JagadÄnanda Paṇá¸ita, Åšaá¹…kara Paṇá¸ita, KÄśīśvara and Govinda.
Text* 111: The Lord asked SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« to offer obeisances to all the devotees in a way that befitted each one. Thus He introduced SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« to them all, just to make him an object of their mercy.
Text* 112: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« was dear to everyone because of his exalted qualities and learning. Suitably, therefore, they bestowed upon him mercy, friendship and honor.
Text* 113: When all the other devotees returned to Bengal after the Ratha-yÄtrÄ festival, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« stayed under the care of the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 114: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« observed the Dola-yÄtrÄ ceremony with Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. In this way, his pleasure increased in the company of the Lord.
Text* 115: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« had come to see ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu at JagannÄtha PurÄ« during the month of April-May, and during the month of May-June ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu tested him.
Text* 116: In that month of May-June, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu came to the garden of YameÅ›vara [Lord Åšiva] and accepted prasÄdam there at the request of the devotees.
Text* 117: At noon, when it was time for lunch, the Lord called for SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, whose happiness increased because of the call.
Text* 118: At noon the sand on the beach was as hot as fire, but SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« came by that path.
Text* 119: Overwhelmed by joy at being called by the Lord, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« did not feel that his feet were burning in the hot sand.
Text* 120: Although the soles of his feet were blistered because of the heat, he nevertheless went to ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. There he found that the Lord, having taken His lunch, was resting.
Text* 121: Govinda gave SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« the plate with the remnants of Lord Caitanya’s food. After taking the prasÄdam, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« approached Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 122: When the Lord inquired, “By which path have you come?†SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« replied, “I have come on the path along the beach.â€
Text 123: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu said, “How did you come along the beach, where the sand is so hot? Why didn’t you come by the path in front of the Siá¹ha-dvÄra gate? It is very cool.
Text* 124: “The hot sand must have blistered your soles. Now you cannot walk. How did you tolerate it?â€
Text* 125: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« replied, “I did not feel much pain, nor did I know that there were blisters because of the heat.
Text* 126: “I have no right to pass by the Siá¹ha-dvÄra, for the servants of JagannÄtha are always coming and going there.
Text 127: “The servants are always coming and going without interval. If I touch them, I shall be ruined.â€
Text* 128: Having heard all these details, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, greatly pleased, spoke as follows.
Text* 129-130: “My dear SanÄtana, although you are the deliverer of the entire universe and although even the demigods and great saints are purified by touching you, it is the characteristic of a devotee to observe and protect the Vaiṣṇava etiquette. Maintenance of the Vaiṣṇava etiquette is the ornament of a devotee.
Text* 131: “If one transgresses the laws of etiquette, people make fun of him, and thus he is vanquished in both this world and the next.
Text* 132: “By observing the etiquette, you have satisfied My mind. Who else but you could show this example?â€
Text* 133: After saying this, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu embraced SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, and the moisture oozing from the itching sores on SanÄtana’s body smeared the body of the Lord.
Text* 134: Although SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« repeatedly forbade ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu to embrace him, the Lord still did so. Thus His body was smeared with the moisture from SanÄtana’s body, and SanÄtana became greatly distressed.
Text* 135: Thus both servant and master departed for their respective homes. The next day, JagadÄnanda Paṇá¸ita went to meet SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«.
Text* 136: When JagadÄnanda Paṇá¸ita and SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« sat together and began to discuss topics about Kṛṣṇa, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« submitted to JagadÄnanda Paṇá¸ita the cause of his distress.
Text* 137: “I came here to diminish my unhappiness by seeing Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, but the Lord did not allow me to execute what was in my mind.
Text* 138: “Although I forbid Him to do so, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu nevertheless embraces me, and therefore His body becomes smeared with the discharges from my itching sores.
Text* 139: “In this way I am committing offenses at His lotus feet, and from these offenses I shall certainly not be delivered. At the same time, I cannot see Lord JagannÄtha. This is my great unhappiness.
Text* 140: “I came here for my benefit, but now I see that I am getting just the opposite. I do not know, nor can I ascertain, how there will be benefit for me.â€
Text* 141: JagadÄnanda Paṇá¸ita said, “The most suitable place for you to reside is Vá¹›ndÄvana. After seeing the Ratha-yÄtrÄ festival, you can return there.
Text* 142: “The Lord has already ordered both of you brothers to situate yourselves in Vá¹›ndÄvana. There you will achieve all happiness.
Text* 143: “Your purpose in coming has been fulfilled, for you have seen the lotus feet of the Lord. Therefore, after seeing Lord JagannÄtha on the Ratha-yÄtrÄ car, you can leave.â€
Text 144: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« replied, “You have given me very good advice. I shall certainly go there, for that is the place the Lord has given me for my residence.â€
Text* 145: After talking in this way, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« and JagadÄnanda Paṇá¸ita returned to their respective duties. The next day, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu went to see HaridÄsa and SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«.
Text* 146: HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura offered obeisances to the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, and the Lord embraced him in ecstatic love.
Text* 147: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« offered his obeisances and daṇá¸avats from a distant place, but ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu called him again and again to embrace him.
Text* 148: Out of fear of committing offenses, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« did not come forward to meet ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu. The Lord, however, went forward to meet him.
Text* 149: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« backed away, but ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu caught him by force and embraced him.
Text* 150: The Lord took them both with Him and sat down in a sacred place. Then SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, who was advanced in renunciation, began to speak.
Text* 151: “I came here for my benefit,†he said, “but I see that I am getting just the opposite. I am unfit to render service. I simply commit offenses day after day.
Text* 152: “By nature I am lowborn. I am a contaminated reservoir of sinful activities. If You touch me, Sir, that will be a great offense on my part.
Text* 153: “Moreover, blood is running from infected itching sores on my body, smearing Your body with moisture, but still You touch me by force.
Text* 154: “My dear Sir, You do not have even a pinch of aversion to touching my body, which is in a horrible condition. Because of this offense, everything auspicious will be vanquished for me.
Text* 155: “Therefore I see that I will get nothing auspicious by staying here. Kindly give me orders allowing me to return to Vá¹›ndÄvana after the Ratha-yÄtrÄ festival.
Text* 156: “I have consulted JagadÄnanda Paṇá¸ita for his opinion, and he has also advised me to return to Vá¹›ndÄvana.â€
Text* 157: Hearing this, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, in an angry mood, began to chastise JagadÄnanda Paṇá¸ita.
Text* 158: “JagÄ [JagadÄnanda Paṇá¸ita] is only a new boy, but he has become so proud that he thinks himself competent to advise a person like you.
Text* 159: “In affairs of spiritual advancement and even in ordinary dealings, you are on the level of his spiritual master. Yet not knowing his own value, he dares to advise you.
Text* 160: “My dear SanÄtana, you are on the level of My advisor, for you are an authorized person. But JagÄ wants to advise you. This is but the impudence of a naughty boy.â€
Text* 161: When ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was thus chastising JagadÄnanda Paṇá¸ita, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« fell at the Lord’s feet and said, “I can now understand the fortunate position of JagadÄnanda.
Text* 162: “I can also understand my misfortune. No one in this world is as fortunate as JagadÄnanda.
Text* 163: “Sir, You are making JagadÄnanda drink the nectar of affectionate relationships, whereas by offering me honorable prayers, You are making me drink the bitter juice of nimba and niÅ›indÄ.
Text* 164: “It is my misfortune that You have not accepted me as one of Your intimate relations. But You are the completely independent Supreme Personality of Godhead.â€
Text* 165: Hearing this, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was somewhat ashamed. Just to satisfy SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, He spoke the following words.
Text* 166: “My dear SanÄtana, please do not think that JagadÄnanda is more dear to Me than you. However, I cannot tolerate transgressions of the standard etiquette.
Text* 167: “You are an experienced authority in the Å›Ästras, whereas JagÄ is just a young boy.
Text* 168: “You have the power to convince even Me. In many places you have already convinced Me about ordinary behavior and devotional service.
Text* 169: “JagÄ’s advising you is intolerable for Me. Therefore I am chastising him.
Text* 170: “I offer you praise not because I think of you as being outside an intimate relationship with Me but because you are actually so qualified that one is forced to praise your qualities.
Text* 171: “Although one has affection for many persons, different types of ecstatic love awaken according to the nature of one’s personal relationships.
Text* 172: “You consider your body dangerous and awful, but I think that your body is like nectar.
Text 173: “Actually your body is transcendental, never material. You are thinking of it, however, in terms of a material conception.
Text 174: “Even if your body were material, I still could not neglect it, for the material body should be considered neither good nor bad.
Text 175: “ ‘Anything not conceived in relationship to Kṛṣṇa should be understood to be illusion [mÄyÄ]. None of the illusions uttered by words or conceived in the mind are factual. Because illusion is not factual, there is no distinction between what we think is good and what we think is bad. When we speak of the Absolute Truth, such speculations do not apply.’
Text 176: “In the material world, conceptions of good and bad are all mental speculations. Therefore, saying ‘This is good’ and ‘This is bad’ is all a mistake.
Text 177: “ ‘The humble sages, by virtue of true knowledge, see with equal vision a learned and gentle brÄhmaṇa, a cow, an elephant, a dog and a dog-eater.’
Text 178: “ ‘One who is fully satisfied in knowledge obtained and practically applied in life, who is always determined and fixed in his spiritual position, who completely controls his senses, and who sees pebbles, stones and gold on the same level is understood to be a perfect yogÄ«.’
Text 179: “Since I am in the renounced order, My duty is to make no distinctions and be equipoised. My knowledge must be equally disposed toward sandalwood pulp and dirty mud.
Text* 180: “For this reason, I cannot reject you. If I hated you, I would deviate from My occupational duty.â€
Text* 181: HaridÄsa said, “My dear Lord, what You have spoken deals with external formalities. I do not accept it.
Text* 182: “My Lord, we are all fallen, but You have accepted us due to Your attribute of being merciful to the fallen. This is well known all over the world.â€
Text* 183: Lord Caitanya smiled and said, “Listen, HaridÄsa and SanÄtana. Now I am speaking the truth about how My mind is attached to you.
Text 184: “My dear HaridÄsa and SanÄtana, I think of you as My little boys, to be maintained by Me. The maintainer never takes seriously any faults of the maintained.
Text* 185: “I always think of Myself as deserving no respect, but because of affection I always consider you to be like My little children.
Text* 186: “When a child passes stool and urine that touch the body of the mother, the mother never hates the child. On the contrary, she takes much pleasure in cleansing him.
Text* 187: “The stool and urine of the maintained child appear like sandalwood pulp to the mother. Similarly, when the foul moisture oozing from the sores of SanÄtana touches My body, I have no hatred for him.â€
Text* 188: HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura said, “My dear Sir, You are the Supreme Personality of Godhead and are most merciful toward us. No one can understand what is within Your deeply affectionate heart.
Text* 189: “You embraced the leper VÄsudeva, whose body was fully infected by worms. You are so kind that in spite of his condition You embraced him.
Text* 190: “By embracing him You made his body as beautiful as that of Cupid. We cannot understand the waves of Your mercy.â€
Text 191: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu said, “The body of a devotee is never material. It is considered to be transcendental, full of spiritual bliss.
Text* 192: “At the time of initiation, when a devotee fully surrenders unto the service of the Lord, Kṛṣṇa accepts him to be as good as Himself.
Text* 193: “When the devotee’s body is thus transformed into spiritual existence, the devotee, in that transcendental body, renders service to the lotus feet of the Lord.
Text 194: “ ‘The living entity who is subjected to birth and death attains immortality when he gives up all material activities, dedicates his life to the execution of My order, and acts according to My directions. In this way he becomes fit to enjoy the spiritual bliss derived from exchanging loving mellows with Me.’
Text* 195: “Kṛṣṇa somehow or other manifested these itching sores on the body of SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« and sent him here to test Me.
Text* 196: “If I had hated SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« and had not embraced him, I would certainly have been chastised for offenses to Kṛṣṇa.
Text 197: “SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« is one of the associates of Kṛṣṇa. There could not be any bad odor from his body. On the first day I embraced him, I smelled the aroma of catuḥsama [a mixture of sandalwood pulp, camphor, aguru and musk].â€
Text* 198: In fact, however, when ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu embraced the body of SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, by the Lord’s touch alone there was manifested a fragrance exactly like that of sandalwood pulp.
Text* 199: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu continued, “My dear SanÄtana, do not be aggrieved, for when I embrace you I actually get great pleasure.
Text* 200: “Stay with Me at JagannÄtha PurÄ« for one year, and after that I shall send you to Vá¹›ndÄvana.â€
Text* 201: After saying this, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu again embraced SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«. Thus immediately SanÄtana’s sores disappeared, and his entire body resembled the color of gold.
Text* 202: Seeing the change, HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, greatly astonished, told the Lord, “This is Your pastime.
Text* 203: “My dear Lord, You made SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« drink the water of JhÄrikhaṇá¸a, and You actually generated the consequent itching sores on his body.
Text* 204: “After thus causing these itching sores, You examined SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«. No one can understand Your transcendental pastimes.â€
Text* 205: After embracing both HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura and SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu returned to His residence. Then HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura and SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, in great ecstatic love, began to describe the Lord’s transcendental attributes.
Text* 206: In this way SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« stayed under the care of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and discussed the transcendental qualities of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu with HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 207: After they saw the Dola-yÄtrÄ festival, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu instructed SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« fully about what to do in Vá¹›ndÄvana and bade him farewell.
Text* 208: The scene of separation that took place when SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« and ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu took leave of each other is so piteous that it cannot be described herein.
Text* 209: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« decided to go to Vá¹›ndÄvana by the very forest path ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu had traversed.
Text* 210: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« noted from Balabhadra Bhaá¹­á¹­ÄcÄrya all the villages, rivers and hills where ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu had performed His pastimes.
Text 211: SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« met all the devotees of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and then, traveling by that same path, visited the places through which ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu had passed.
Text* 212: As soon as SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« visited a place where ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu had performed His pastimes on the way, he was immediately filled with ecstatic love.
Text* 213: In this way SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« reached Vá¹›ndÄvana. Later RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« came and met him.
Text 214: ÅšrÄ«la RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« had been delayed in Bengal for a year because he was dividing his money among his relatives to situate them in their proper positions.
Text* 215: He collected whatever money he had accumulated in Bengal and divided it among his relatives, the brÄhmaṇas and the temples.
Text* 216: Thus after finishing all the tasks he had on his mind, he returned to Vá¹›ndÄvana fully satisfied.
Text 217: The brothers met at Vá¹›ndÄvana, where they stayed to execute the will of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 218: ÅšrÄ«la RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« and SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« collected many revealed scriptures, and from the evidence in those scriptures they excavated all the lost sites of pilgrimage. Thus they established temples for the worship of Lord Kṛṣṇa.
Text* 219: ÅšrÄ«la SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« compiled the Bá¹›had-bhÄgavatÄmá¹›ta. From this book one can understand who is a devotee, what is the process of devotional service, and who is Kṛṣṇa, the Absolute Truth.
Text* 220: ÅšrÄ«la SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« wrote a commentary on the Tenth Canto known as DaÅ›ama-á¹­ippanÄ«, from which we can understand the transcendental pastimes and ecstatic love of Lord Kṛṣṇa.
Text 221: He also compiled the Hari-bhakti-vilÄsa, from which we can understand the standard behavior of a devotee and the full extent of a Vaiṣṇava’s duty.
Text 222: ÅšrÄ«la SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« also compiled many other books. Who can enumerate them? The basic principle of all these books is to show us how to love Madana-mohana and GovindajÄ«.
Text* 223: ÅšrÄ«la RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« also wrote many books, the most famous of which is the Bhakti-rasÄmá¹›ta-sindhu. From that book one can understand the essence of devotional service to Kṛṣṇa and the transcendental mellows one can derive from such service.
Text* 224: ÅšrÄ«la RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« also compiled the book named Ujjvala-nÄ«lamaṇi, from which one can understand, to the fullest limits, the loving affairs of ÅšrÄ« ÅšrÄ« RÄdhÄ and Kṛṣṇa.
Text* 225: ÅšrÄ«la RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« also compiled two important dramas named Vidagdha-mÄdhava and Lalita-mÄdhava, from which one can understand all the mellows derived from the pastimes of Lord Kṛṣṇa.
Text 226: ÅšrÄ«la RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« compiled 100,000 verses, beginning with the book DÄna-keli-kaumudÄ«. In all these scriptures he elaborately explained the transcendental mellows of the activities of Vá¹›ndÄvana.
Text* 227: The son of ÅšrÄ« Vallabha, or Anupama, ÅšrÄ«la RÅ«pa GosvÄmī’s younger brother, was the great learned scholar named ÅšrÄ«la JÄ«va GosvÄmÄ«.
Text* 228: After renouncing everything, ÅšrÄ«la JÄ«va GosvÄmÄ« went to Vá¹›ndÄvana. Later he also wrote many books on devotional service and expanded the work of preaching.
Text* 229: In particular, ÅšrÄ«la JÄ«va GosvÄmÄ« compiled the book named BhÄgavata-sandarbha, or á¹¢aá¹­-sandarbha, which is the essence of all scriptures. From this book one can obtain a conclusive understanding of devotional service and the Supreme Personality of Godhead.
Text* 230: He also compiled the book named GopÄla-campÅ«, which is the essence of all Vedic literature. In this book he has exhibited the ecstatic loving transactions and pastimes of RÄdhÄ and Kṛṣṇa in Vá¹›ndÄvana.
Text* 231: In the á¹¢aá¹­-sandarbha ÅšrÄ«la JÄ«va GosvÄmÄ« set forth the truths about transcendental love of Kṛṣṇa. In this way he expanded 400,000 verses in all his books.
Text* 232: When JÄ«va GosvÄmÄ« wanted to go to MathurÄ from Bengal, he requested permission from ÅšrÄ«la NityÄnanda Prabhu.
Text* 233: Because of JÄ«va GosvÄmī’s relationship with RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ« and SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, who were greatly favored by ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu placed His feet on the head of ÅšrÄ«la JÄ«va GosvÄmÄ« and embraced him.
Text* 234: Lord NityÄnanda Prabhu ordered, “Yes, go soon to Vá¹›ndÄvana. That place has been awarded to your family, to your father and uncles, by ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, and therefore you must go there immediately.â€
Text* 235: By the order of NityÄnanda Prabhu, he went to Vá¹›ndÄvana and actually achieved the result of His order, for he compiled many books for a long time and preached the cult of bhakti from there.
Text* 236: These three — RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ«, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« and JÄ«va GosvÄmÄ« — are my spiritual masters, and so also is RaghunÄtha dÄsa GosvÄmÄ«. I therefore offer prayers at their lotus feet, for I am their servant.
Text* 237: Thus I have described how the Lord again met with SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«. By hearing this I can understand the Lord’s desire.
Text* 238: These characteristics of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu are like sugar cane that one can chew to relish transcendental juice.
Text 239: Praying at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« RÅ«pa and ÅšrÄ« RaghunÄtha, always desiring their mercy, I, KṛṣṇadÄsa, narrate ÅšrÄ« Caitanya-caritÄmá¹›ta, following in their footsteps.
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