hita-nimitta - for benefit; āilāṅa - came; āmi - I; haila viparīte - it has become just the opposite; ki karile - how; hita haya - there will be benefit; nāri nirdhārite - I cannot ascertain.

“I came here for my benefit, but now I see that I am getting just the opposite. I do not know, nor can I ascertain, how there will be benefit for me.”