CC 3.4.72

eta śuni' sanātanera haila camatkāra
prabhure nā bhāya mora maraṇa-vicāra

eta śuni' - hearing this; sanātanera - of Sanātana Gosvāmī; haila camatkāra - there was astonishment; prabhure nā bhāya - Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu does not approve; mora - my; maraṇa-vicāra - decision to commit suicide.

Text

After hearing this, Sanātana Gosvāmī was exceedingly astonished. He could understand, “My decision to commit suicide has not been greatly appreciated by Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.”

Purport

Sri Caitanya Caritamrita. Antya-lila

Chapter 4: Sanatana Gosvami Visits the Lord at Jagannatha Puri. Text 72

After hearing this, Sanātana Gosvāmī was exceedingly astonished. He could understand, “My decision to commit suicide has not been greatly appreciated by Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.”