Sri Caitanya Caritamrita

Antya-lila
Chapter 11: The Passing of Haridasa Thakura

Text* 1: Let me offer my respectful obeisances unto HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura and his master, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, who danced with the body of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura on His lap.
Text* 2: All glories to Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, who is very merciful and who is very dear to Advaita Ä€cÄrya and Lord NityÄnanda!
Text* 3: All glories to the master of ÅšrÄ«nivÄsa ṬhÄkura! All glories to the master of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura! All glories to the dear master of GadÄdhara Paṇá¸ita! All glories to the master of the life of SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara!
Text* 4: All glories to Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya, who is very dear to KÄśī MiÅ›ra! He is the Lord of the life of JagadÄnanda and the Lord of RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ«, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ« and RaghunÄtha dÄsa GosvÄmÄ«.
Text* 5: All glories to the transcendental form of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, who is Kṛṣṇa Himself, the Supreme Personality of Godhead! My dear Lord, kindly give me shelter at Your lotus feet by Your causeless mercy.
Text* 6: All glories to Lord NityÄnanda, who is the life and soul of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu! My dear Lord, kindly give me engagement in devotional service at Your lotus feet.
Text* 7: All glories to Advaita Ä€cÄrya, who is treated by ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu as superior due to His age and respectability! Please give me engagement in devotional service at Your lotus feet.
Text* 8: All glories to all the devotees of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, for the Lord is their life and soul! All of you, kindly bestow devotional service upon me.
Text* 9: All glories to RÅ«pa GosvÄmÄ«, SanÄtana GosvÄmÄ«, JÄ«va GosvÄmÄ«, RaghunÄtha dÄsa GosvÄmÄ«, RaghunÄtha Bhaá¹­á¹­a GosvÄmÄ« and GopÄla Bhaá¹­á¹­a GosvÄmÄ«, the six GosvÄmÄ«s of Vá¹›ndÄvana! They are all my masters.
Text* 10: I am writing this narration of the pastimes and attributes of the Lord by the mercy of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and His associates. I do not know how to write properly, but I am purifying myself by writing this description.
Text* 11: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu thus resided at JagannÄtha PurÄ« with His personal devotees and enjoyed the congregational chanting of the Hare Kṛṣṇa mahÄ-mantra.
Text* 12: In the daytime ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu engaged in dancing and chanting and in seeing the temple of Lord JagannÄtha. At night, in the company of His most confidential devotees, such as RÄmÄnanda RÄya and SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ«, He tasted the nectar of the transcendental mellows of Lord ÅšrÄ« Kṛṣṇa’s pastimes.
Text* 13: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu very happily passed His days in this way at NÄ«lÄcala, JagannÄtha PurÄ«. Feeling separation from Kṛṣṇa, He exhibited many transcendental symptoms all over His body.
Text* 14: Day after day the symptoms increased, and at night they increased even more. All these symptoms, such as transcendental anxiety, agitation and talking like a madman, were present, just as they are described in the Å›Ästras.
Text* 15: SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« and RÄmÄnanda RÄya, the chief assistants in ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu’s pastimes, remained with Him both day and night.
Text* 16: One day Govinda, the personal servant of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, went in great jubilation to deliver the remnants of Lord JagannÄtha’s food to HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 17: When Govinda came to HaridÄsa, he saw that HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura was lying on his back and chanting his rounds very slowly.
Text 18: “Please rise and take your mahÄ-prasÄdam,†Govinda said.
Text* 19: “I have not finished chanting my regular number of rounds. How, then, can I eat? But you have brought mahÄ-prasÄdam, and how can I neglect it?â€
Text 20: Saying this, he offered prayers to the mahÄ-prasÄdam, took a little portion, and ate it.
Text* 21: The next day, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu went to HaridÄsa’s place and inquired from him, “HaridÄsa, are you well?â€
Text* 22: HaridÄsa offered his obeisances to the Lord and replied, “My body is all right, but my mind and intelligence are not well.â€
Text 23: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu further inquired from HaridÄsa, “Can you ascertain what your disease is?â€
HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura replied, “My disease is that I cannot complete my rounds.â€
Text 24: “Now that you have become old,†the Lord said, “you may reduce the number of rounds you chant daily. You are already liberated, and therefore you need not follow the regulative principles very strictly.
Text 25: “Your role in this incarnation is to deliver the people in general. You have sufficiently preached the glories of the holy name in this world.â€
Text 26: The Lord concluded, “Now, therefore, please reduce the fixed number of times you chant the Hare Kṛṣṇa mahÄ-mantra.â€
Text* 27: “I was born in an inferior family, and my body is most abominable. I always engage in low work. Therefore, I am the lowest, most condemned of men.
Text* 28: “I am unseeable and untouchable, but You have accepted me as Your servant. This means that You have delivered me from a hellish condition and raised me to the Vaikuṇṭha platform.
Text* 29: “My dear Lord, You are the fully independent Personality of Godhead. You act by Your own free will. You cause the whole world to dance and act as You like.
Text 30: “My dear Lord, by Your mercy You have made me dance in many ways. For example, I was offered the Å›rÄddha-pÄtra, which should have been offered to first-class brÄhmaṇas. I ate from it even though I was born in a family of meat-eaters.
Text* 31: “I have had one desire for a very long time. I think that quite soon, my Lord, You will bring to a close Your pastimes within this material world.
Text* 32: “I wish that You not show me this closing chapter of Your pastimes. Before that time comes, kindly let my body fall down in Your presence.
Text* 33: “I wish to catch Your lotuslike feet upon my heart and see Your moonlike face.
Text* 34: “With my tongue I shall chant Your holy name, ‘Śrī Kṛṣṇa Caitanya!’ That is my desire. Kindly let me give up my body in this way.
Text* 35: “O most merciful Lord, if by Your mercy it is possible, kindly grant my desire.
Text* 36: “Let this lowborn body fall down before You. You can make possible this perfection of all my desires.â€
Text* 37: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu said, “My dear HaridÄsa, Kṛṣṇa is so merciful that He must execute whatever you want.
Text* 38: “But whatever happiness is Mine is all due to your association. It is not fitting for you to go away and leave Me behind.â€
Text* 39: Catching the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura said, “My Lord, do not create an illusion! Although I am so fallen, You must certainly show me this mercy!
Text* 40: “My Lord, there are many respectable personalities, millions of devotees, who are fit to sit on my head. They are all helpful in Your pastimes.
Text* 41: “My Lord, if an insignificant insect like me dies, what is the loss? If an ant dies, where is the loss to the material world?
Text* 42: “My Lord, You are always affectionate to Your devotees. I am just an imitation devotee, but nevertheless I wish that You fulfill my desire. That is my expectation.â€
Text* 43: Because He had to perform His noon duties, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu got up to leave, but it was settled that the following day, after He saw Lord JagannÄtha, He would return to visit HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 44: After embracing him, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu left to perform His noon duties and went to the sea to take His bath.
Text* 45: The next morning, after visiting the JagannÄtha temple, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, accompanied by all His devotees, went hastily to see HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 46: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and the devotees came before HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, who offered his respects to the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu and all the Vaiṣṇavas.
Text 47: Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu inquired, “My dear HaridÄsa, what is the news?â€
Text* 48: Upon hearing this, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu immediately began great congregational chanting in the courtyard. VakreÅ›vara Paṇá¸ita was the chief dancer.
Text* 49: Headed by SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ«, all the devotees of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu surrounded HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura and began congregational chanting.
Text* 50: In front of all the great devotees like RÄmÄnanda RÄya and SÄrvabhauma Bhaá¹­á¹­ÄcÄrya, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu began to describe the holy attributes of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 51: As He described the transcendental attributes of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu seemed to possess five mouths. The more He described, the more His great happiness increased.
Text* 52: After hearing of the transcendental qualities of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, all the devotees present were struck with wonder. They all offered their respectful obeisances to the lotus feet of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 53: HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura made ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu sit down in front of him, and then he fixed his eyes, like two bumblebees, on the lotus face of the Lord.
Text* 54: He held the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu on his heart and then took the dust of the feet of all the devotees present and put it on his head.
Text* 55: He began to chant the holy name of Śrī Kṛṣṇa Caitanya again and again. As he drank the sweetness of the face of the Lord, tears constantly glided down from his eyes.
Text* 56: While chanting the holy name of Śrī Kṛṣṇa Caitanya, he gave up his air of life and left his body.
Text* 57: Seeing the wonderful death of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura by his own will, which was just like a great mystic yogī’s, everyone remembered the passing away of Bhīṣma.
Text* 58: There was a tumultuous noise as they all chanted the holy names “Hari†and “Kṛṣṇa.†ŚrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu became overwhelmed with ecstatic love.
Text* 59: The Lord raised the body of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura and placed it on His lap. Then He began to dance in the courtyard in great ecstatic love.
Text* 60: Because of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu’s ecstatic love, all the devotees were helpless, and in ecstatic love they also began to dance and chant congregationally.
Text* 61: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu danced for some time, and then SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« informed Him of other rituals for the body of ṬhÄkura HaridÄsa.
Text* 62: The body of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura was then raised onto a carrier that resembled an airship and taken to the sea, accompanied by congregational chanting.
Text* 63: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu danced in front of the procession, and VakreÅ›vara Paṇá¸ita, along with the other devotees, chanted and danced behind Him.
Text* 64: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu bathed the body of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura in the sea and then declared, “From this day on, this sea has become a great pilgrimage site.â€
Text* 65: Everyone drank the water that had touched the lotus feet of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, and then they smeared remnants of Lord JagannÄtha’s sandalwood pulp over HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura’s body.
Text* 66: After a hole was dug in the sand, the body of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura was placed into it. Remnants from Lord JagannÄtha, such as His silken ropes, sandalwood pulp, food and cloth, were placed on the body.
Text* 67: All around the body, the devotees performed congregational chanting, and VakreÅ›vara Paṇá¸ita danced in jubilation.
Text* 68: With His transcendental hands, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu personally covered the body of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura with sand, chanting “Haribol! Haribol!â€
Text* 69: The devotees covered the body of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura with sand and then constructed a platform upon the site. The platform was protected all around by fencing.
Text* 70: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu danced and chanted all around the platform, and as the holy name of Hari roared tumultuously, the whole universe became filled with the vibration.
Text* 71: After saá¹…kÄ«rtana, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu bathed in the sea with His devotees, swimming and playing in the water in great jubilation.
Text* 72: After circumambulating the tomb of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu went to the Siá¹ha-dvÄra gate of the JagannÄtha temple. The whole city chanted in congregation, and the tumultuous sound vibrated all over the city.
Text* 73: Approaching the Siá¹ha-dvÄra gate, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu spread His cloth and began to beg prasÄdam from all the shopkeepers there.
Text* 74: “I am begging prasÄdam for a festival honoring the passing away of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura,†the Lord said. “Please give Me alms.â€
Text* 75: Hearing this, all the shopkeepers immediately came forward with big baskets of prasÄdam, which they jubilantly delivered to Lord Caitanya.
Text* 76: However, SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara stopped them, and the shopkeepers returned to their shops and sat down with their baskets.
Text* 77: SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara sent ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu back to His residence and kept with him four Vaiṣṇavas and four servant carriers.
Text* 78: SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara said to all the shopkeepers, “Deliver to me four palmfuls of prasÄdam from each and every item.â€
Text* 79: In this way varieties of prasÄdam were collected, then packed up in different loads and carried on the heads of the four servants.
Text* 80: Not only did SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« bring prasÄdam, but VÄṇīnÄtha Paá¹­á¹­anÄyaka and KÄśī MiÅ›ra also sent large quantities.
Text* 81: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu made all the devotees sit in rows and personally began to distribute the prasÄdam, assisted by four other men.
Text* 82: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was not accustomed to taking prasÄdam in small quantities. He therefore put on each plate what at least five men could eat.
Text* 83: SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara GosvÄmÄ« requested ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, “Please sit down and watch. With these men to help me, I shall distribute the prasÄdam.â€
Text* 84: The four men — SvarÅ«pa DÄmodara, JagadÄnanda, KÄśīśvara and Åšaá¹…kara — distributed the prasÄdam continuously.
Text* 85: All the devotees who sat down would not eat the prasÄdam as long as the Lord had not eaten. On that day, however, KÄśī MiÅ›ra had extended an invitation to the Lord.
Text* 86: Therefore KÄśī MiÅ›ra personally went there and delivered prasÄdam to ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu with great attention and made Him eat.
Text* 87: With ParamÄnanda PurÄ« and BrahmÄnanda BhÄratÄ«, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu sat down and accepted the prasÄdam. When He began to eat, so did all the Vaiṣṇavas.
Text* 88: Everyone was filled up to the neck because ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu kept telling the distributors, “Give them more! Give them more!â€
Text* 89: After all the devotees finished accepting prasÄdam and had washed their hands and mouths, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu decorated each of them with a flower garland and sandalwood pulp.
Text* 90: Overwhelmed with ecstatic love, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu offered a benediction to all the devotees, which all the devotees heard with great satisfaction.
Text* 91-93: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu gave this benediction: “Anyone who has seen the festival of ÅšrÄ« HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura’s passing away, anyone who has chanted and danced here, anyone who has offered sand on the body of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, and anyone who has joined this festival to partake of the prasÄdam will achieve the favor of Kṛṣṇa very soon. There is such wonderful power in seeing HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 94: “Being merciful upon Me, Kṛṣṇa gave Me the association of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura. Being independent in His desires, He has now broken that association.
Text* 95: “When HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura wanted to leave this material world, it was not within My power to detain him.
Text* 96: “Simply by his will, HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura could give up his life and go away, exactly like Bhīṣma, who previously died simply by his own desire, as we have heard from Å›Ästra.
Text* 97: “HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura was the crown jewel on the head of this world; without him, this world is now bereft of its valuable jewel.â€
Text* 98: ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu then told everyone, “Say ‘All glories to HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura!’ and chant the holy name of Hari.†Saying this, He personally began to dance.
Text* 99: Everyone began to chant, “All glories to HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura, who revealed the importance of chanting the holy name of the Lord!â€
Text* 100: Thereafter, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu bade farewell to all the devotees, and He Himself, with mixed feelings of happiness and distress, took rest.
Text 101: Thus I have spoken about the victorious passing away of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura. Anyone who hears this narration will certainly fix his mind firmly in devotional service to Kṛṣṇa.
Text* 102: From the incident of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura’s passing away and the great care ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu took in commemorating it, one can understand just how affectionate He is toward His devotees. Although He is the topmost of all sannyÄsÄ«s, He fully satisfied the desire of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text* 103: When HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura was at the last stage of his life, ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu gave him His company and allowed him to touch Him. Thereafter, He took the body of ṬhÄkura HaridÄsa on His lap and personally danced with it.
Text* 104: Out of His causeless mercy the Lord personally covered the body of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura with sand and personally begged alms from the shopkeepers. Then He conducted a great festival to celebrate the passing away of HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura.
Text 105: HaridÄsa ṬhÄkura was not only the topmost devotee of the Lord but also a great and learned scholar. It was his great fortune that he passed away before ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text* 106: The life and characteristics of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu are exactly like an ocean of nectar, one drop of which can please the mind and ear.
Text* 107: Anyone who desires to cross over the ocean of nescience, please hear with great faith the life and characteristics of ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu.
Text 108: Praying at the lotus feet of ÅšrÄ« RÅ«pa and ÅšrÄ« RaghunÄtha, always desiring their mercy, I, KṛṣṇadÄsa, narrate ÅšrÄ« Caitanya-caritÄmá¹›ta, following in their footsteps.
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