Srimad Bhagavatam

Canto 10: The Summum Bonum
Chapter 30: The Gopis Search for Krishna

Text 0: Chapter Summary
Text* 1: Åšukadeva GosvÄmÄ« said: When Lord Kṛṣṇa disappeared so suddenly, the gopÄ«s felt great sorrow at losing sight of Him, like a group of female elephants who have lost their mate.
Text 2: As the cowherd women remembered Lord Kṛṣṇa, their hearts were overwhelmed by His movements and loving smiles, His playful glances and enchanting talks, and by the many other pastimes He would enjoy with them. Thus absorbed in thoughts of Kṛṣṇa, the Lord of RamÄ, the gopÄ«s began acting out His various transcendental pastimes.
Text 3: Because the beloved gopÄ«s were absorbed in thoughts of their beloved Kṛṣṇa, their bodies imitated His way of moving and smiling, His way of beholding them, His speech and His other distinctive features. Deeply immersed in thinking of Him and maddened by remembering His pastimes, they declared to one another, “I am Kṛṣṇa!â€
Text 4: Singing loudly of Kṛṣṇa, they searched for Him throughout the Vá¹›ndÄvana forest like a band of madwomen. They even asked the trees about Him, who as the Supersoul is present inside and outside of all created things, just like the sky.
Text* 5: [The gopÄ«s said:] O aÅ›vattha tree, O plaká¹£a, O nyagrodha, have you seen Kṛṣṇa? That son of Nanda MahÄrÄja has gone away after stealing our minds with His loving smiles and glances.
Text 6: O kurabaka tree, O aÅ›oka, O nÄga, punnÄga and campaka, has BalarÄma’s younger brother, whose smile removes the audacity of all proud women, passed this way?
Text 7: O most kind tulasī, to whom the feet of Govinda are so dear, have you seen that infallible one walk by, wearing you and encircled by swarms of bees?
Text 8: O mÄlati, O mallikÄ, O jÄti and yÅ«thikÄ, has MÄdhava gone by here, giving you pleasure with the touch of His hand?
Text 9: O cÅ«ta, O priyÄla, O panasa, Äsana and kovidÄra, O jambu, O arka, O bilva, bakula and Ämra, O kadamba and nÄ«pa and all you other plants and trees living by the banks of the YamunÄ who have dedicated your very existence to the welfare of others, we gopÄ«s have lost our minds, so please tell us where Kṛṣṇa has gone.
Text 10: O mother earth, what austerity did you perform to attain the touch of Lord KeÅ›ava’s lotus feet, which has brought you such great joy that your bodily hairs are standing on end? You appear very beautiful in this condition. Was it during the Lord’s current appearance that you acquired this ecstatic symptom, or was it perhaps much earlier, when He stepped upon you in His form of the dwarf VÄmanadeva, or even earlier, when He embraced you in His form of the boar VarÄhadeva?
Text 11: O friend, wife of the deer, has Lord Acyuta been here with His beloved, bringing great joy to your eyes? Indeed, blowing this way is the fragrance of His garland of kunda flowers, which was smeared with the kuá¹…kuma from the breasts of His girlfriend when He embraced Her.
Text 12: O trees, we see that you are bowing down. When the younger brother of RÄma walked by here, followed by intoxicated bees swarming around the tulasÄ« mañjarÄ«s decorating His garland, did He acknowledge your obeisances with His affectionate glances? He must have been resting His arm on the shoulder of His beloved and carrying a lotus flower in His free hand.
Text 13: Let us ask these creepers about Kṛṣṇa. Even though they are embracing the arms of their husband, this tree, they certainly must have been touched by Kṛṣṇa’s fingernails, since out of joy they are manifesting eruptions on their skin.
Text* 14: Having spoken these words, the gopīs, distraught from searching for Kṛṣṇa, began to act out His various pastimes, fully absorbed in thoughts of Him.
Text* 15: One gopÄ« imitated PÅ«tanÄ, while another acted like infant Kṛṣṇa and pretended to suck her breast. Another gopÄ«, crying in imitation of infant Kṛṣṇa, kicked a gopÄ« who was taking the role of the cart demon, Åšakaá¹­Äsura.
Text 16: One gopÄ« took the role of TṛṇÄvarta and carried away another, who was acting like infant Kṛṣṇa, while yet another gopÄ« crawled about, her ankle bells tinkling as she pulled her feet.
Text* 17: Two gopÄ«s acted like RÄma and Kṛṣṇa in the midst of several others, who took the role of cowherd boys. One gopÄ« enacted Kṛṣṇa’s killing of the demon VatsÄsura, represented by another gopÄ«, and a pair of gopÄ«s acted out the killing of BakÄsura.
Text* 18: When one gopÄ« perfectly imitated how Kṛṣṇa would call the cows who had wandered far away, how He would play His flute and how He would engage in various sports, the others congratulated her with exclamations of “Well done! Well done!â€
Text* 19: Another gopÄ«, her mind fixed on Kṛṣṇa, walked about with her arm resting on the shoulder of a friend and declared, “I am Kṛṣṇa! Just see how gracefully I move!â€
Text 20: “Don’t be afraid of the wind and rain,†said one gopī. “I will save you.†And with that she lifted her shawl above her head.
Text 21: [Åšukadeva GosvÄmÄ« continued:] O King, one gopÄ« climbed on another’s shoulders and, putting her foot on the other’s head, said, “Go away from here, O wicked snake! You should know that I have taken birth in this world just to punish the envious.â€
Text* 22: Then another gopī spoke up: My dear cowherd boys, look at this raging forest fire! Quickly close your eyes and I will easily protect you.
Text* 23: One gopī tied up her slender companion with a flower garland and said, “Now I will bind this boy who has broken the butter pots and stolen the butter.†The second gopī then covered her face and beautiful eyes, pretending to be afraid.
Text* 24: While the gopÄ«s were thus imitating Kṛṣṇa’s pastimes and asking Vá¹›ndÄvana’s creepers and trees where Kṛṣṇa, the Supreme Soul, might be, they happened to see His footprints in a corner of the forest.
Text 25: [The gopÄ«s said:] The marks of a flag, lotus, thunderbolt, elephant goad, barleycorn and so forth on these footprints clearly distinguish them as belonging to that great soul, the son of Nanda MahÄrÄja.
Text* 26: The gopīs began following Kṛṣṇa’s path, as shown by His many footprints, but when they saw that these prints were thoroughly intermixed with those of His dearmost consort, they became perturbed and spoke as follows.
Text* 27: [The gopÄ«s said:] Here we see the footprints of some gopÄ« who must have been walking along with the son of Nanda MahÄrÄja. He must have put His arm on Her shoulder, just as an elephant rests His trunk on the shoulder of an accompanying she-elephant.
Text 28: Certainly this particular gopī has perfectly worshiped the all-powerful Personality of Godhead, Govinda, since He was so pleased with Her that He abandoned the rest of us and brought Her to a secluded place.
Text 29: O girls! The dust of Govinda’s lotus feet is so sacred that even BrahmÄ, Åšiva and the goddess RamÄ take that dust upon their heads to dispel sinful reactions.
Text* 30: These footprints of that special gopī greatly disturb us. Of all the gopīs, She alone was taken away to a secluded place, where She is enjoying the lips of Kṛṣṇa. Look, we can’t see Her footprints over here! It’s obvious that the grass and sprouts were hurting the tender soles of Her feet, and so the lover lifted up His beloved.
Text 31: Please observe, my dear gopīs, how in this place lusty Kṛṣṇa’s footprints are pressed more deeply into the ground. Carrying the weight of His beloved must have been difficult for Him. And over here that intelligent boy must have put Her down to gather some flowers.
Text* 32: Just see how in this place dear Kṛṣṇa collected flowers for His beloved. Here He has left the impression of only the front part of His feet because He was standing on His toes to reach the flowers.
Text 33: Certainly Kṛṣṇa sat down here with His girlfriend to arrange Her hair. The lusty boy must have made a crown for that lusty girl out of the flowers He had collected.
Text 34: [Åšukadeva GosvÄmÄ« continued:] Lord Kṛṣṇa enjoyed with that gopÄ«, although He enjoys only within, being self-satisfied and complete in Himself. Thus by contrast He showed the wretchedness of ordinary lusty men and hardhearted women.
Text 35-36: As the gopÄ«s wandered about, their minds completely bewildered, they pointed out various signs of Kṛṣṇa’s pastimes. The particular gopÄ« whom Kṛṣṇa had led into a secluded forest when He had abandoned all the other young girls began to think Herself the best of women. “My beloved has rejected all the other gopÄ«s,†She thought, “even though they are driven by Cupid himself. He has chosen to reciprocate with Me alone.â€
Text* 37: As the two lovers passed through one part of the Vá¹›ndÄvana forest, the special gopÄ« began feeling proud of Herself. She told Lord KeÅ›ava, “I cannot walk any further. Please carry Me wherever You want to go.â€
Text 38: Thus addressed, Lord Kṛṣṇa replied, “Just climb on My shoulder.†But as soon as He said this, He disappeared. His beloved consort then immediately felt great remorse.
Text 39: She cried out: O master! My lover! O dearmost, where are You? Where are You? Please, O mighty-armed one, O friend, show Yourself to Me, Your poor servant!
Text* 40: Åšukadeva GosvÄmÄ« said: While continuing to search out Kṛṣṇa’s path, the gopÄ«s discovered their unhappy friend close by. She was bewildered by separation from Her lover.
Text 41: She told them how MÄdhava had given Her much respect, but how She then suffered dishonor because of Her misbehavior. The gopÄ«s were extremely amazed to hear this.
Text 42: In search of Kṛṣṇa, the gopīs then entered the depths of the forest as far as the light of the moon shone. But when they found themselves engulfed in darkness, they decided to turn back.
Text 43: Their minds absorbed in thoughts of Him, they conversed about Him, acted out His pastimes and felt themselves filled with His presence. They completely forgot about their homes as they loudly sang the glories of Kṛṣṇa’s transcendental qualities.
Text 44: The gopÄ«s again came to the bank of the KÄlindÄ«. Meditating on Kṛṣṇa and eagerly hoping He would come, they sat down together to sing of Him.