dhik dhik - fie! fie!; āpanāke - on Myself; bali' - saying; ha-ilāṅa - I became; asthira - agitated; nivṛtta hañā - stopping such an action; punaḥ - again; āilāṅa - I came back; gaṅgā-tīra - to the bank of the Ganges.

“I therefore said, ‘Fie upon Me!’ and being very much agitated, I returned to the banks of the Ganges.