āi'ke - mother Śacīdevī; dekhite - to see; yāiba - I shall go; nā yāiba - I shall not go; tomā lāgi' - for Your sake; pratijñā-sevā - the vow and service to Gopīnātha; tyāga-doṣa - the fault of giving up; tāra - for that; āmi bhāgī - I am responsible.

“I shall go to see Śacīmātā, but I shall not go for Your sake. I shall be responsible for the abandoning of my vow and service to Gopīnātha.”