sanÄtana, kášášŁáša-mÄdhurya — amáštera sindhu
mora mana — sannipÄti, saba pite kare mati,
durdaiva-vaidya nÄ deya eka bindu
sanÄtana - O My dear SanÄtana; kášášŁáša-mÄdhurya - the sweetness of Lord KášášŁáša; amáštera sindhu - an ocean of ambrosia; mora mana - My mind; sannipÄti - a disease of convulsions; saba - all; pite - to drink; kare - does; mati - desire; durdaiva-vaidya - a physician who suppresses; nÄ - not; deya - gives; eka - one; bindu - drop.
When there is a combination of kapha, pitta and vÄyu, the three bodily elements, there occurs sannipÄti, or a convulsive disease. Lord Caitanya said, âThis disease of Mine is caused by the personal features of Lord KášášŁáša. The three elements are the beauty of KášášŁášaâs body, the beauty of His face, and the beauty of His smile. Stricken by these three beauties, My mind goes into convulsions. It wishes to drink the ocean of KášášŁášaâs beauty, but because I am undergoing convulsions, My physician, who is ĹrÄŤ KášášŁáša Himself, does not even allow Me to take a drop of water from that ocean.â ĹrÄŤ Caitanya MahÄprabhu was ecstatic in this way because He was presenting Himself in the mood of the gopÄŤs. The gopÄŤs wanted to drink the ocean of sweetness arising from the bodily features of KášášŁáša, but KášášŁáša did not allow them to come near. Consequently their desire to meet KášášŁáša increased, and being unable to drink the ambrosia of KášášŁášaâs bodily features, they became very unhappy.