bahuta utkaṇṭhā mora yāite vṛndāvana
tomāra haṭhe dui vatsara nā kailuṅ gamana
bahuta utkaṇṭhā - great anxiety; mora - My; yāite vṛndāvana - to go to Vṛndāvana; tomāra haṭhe - by your tricks; dui vatsara - for two years; nā kailuṅ - I did not do; gamana - going.