gadādhare chāḍi' - leaving aside Gadādhara Paṇḍita; genu - I went; iṅho - Gadādhara Paṇḍita; duḥkha pāila - became unhappy; sei hetu - for that reason; vṛndāvana - to Vṛndāvana-dhāma; yāite nārila - I was unable to go.

“I left Gadādhara Paṇḍita here, and he became very unhappy. For this reason I could not go to Vṛndāvana.”