CC 2.15.146

kemane chāḍiba raghunāthera caraṇa
āji rātrye prabhu mora karāha maraṇa

kemane chāḍiba - how shall I give up; raghunāthera caraṇa - the lotus feet of Lord Raghunātha; āji rātrye - this night; prabhu - O Lord Raghunātha; mora - my; karāha maraṇa - please cause death.

Text

“Murāri Gupta then began to pray at the lotus feet of Lord Rāmacandra. He prayed that death would come that night because it was not possible for him to give up the service of the lotus feet of Raghunātha.

Purport

Sri Caitanya Caritamrita. Madhya-lila

Chapter 15: The Lord Accepts Prasadam at the House of Sarvabhauma Bhattacarya. Text 146

“Murāri Gupta then began to pray at the lotus feet of Lord Rāmacandra. He prayed that death would come that night because it was not possible for him to give up the service of the lotus feet of Raghunātha.