bhitarera krodha-duḥkha prakāśa nā kaila
mathurā yāite prabhu-sthāne ājñā māgila
bhitarera - internal;krodha-duḥkha - anger and unhappiness;prakāśa nā kaila - did not disclose;mathurā yāite - to go to Mathurā;prabhu-sthāne - from Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;ājñā māgila - asked for permission.