अहो बत ममानात्म्यं मन्दभाग्यस्य पश्यत ।
भवच्छिदः पादमूलं गत्वा याचे यदन्तवत् ॥३१॥

aho bata mamÄnÄtmyaá¹
manda-bhÄgyasya paÅ›yata
bhava-cchidaḥ pÄda-mÅ«laá¹
gatvÄ yÄce yad antavat

 aho - oh; bata - alas; mama - my; anÄtmyam - bodily consciousness; manda-bhÄgyasya - of the unfortunate; paÅ›yata - just see; bhava - material existence; chidaḥ - of the Lord, who can cut off; pÄda-mÅ«lam - the lotus feet; gatvÄ - having approached; yÄce - I prayed for; yat - that which; anta-vat - perishable.


Text

Alas, just look at me! I am so unfortunate. I approached the lotus feet of the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who can immediately cut the chain of the repetition of birth and death, but still, out of my foolishness, I prayed for things which are perishable.

Purport

The word anÄtmyam is very significant in this verse. Ä€tmÄ means “the soul,†and anÄtmya means “without any conception of the soul.†ŚrÄ«la Ṛṣabhadeva instructed his sons that unless a human being comes to the point of understanding the ÄtmÄ, or spiritual position, whatever he does is ignorance, and this brings only defeat in his life. Dhruva MahÄrÄja regrets his unfortunate position, for although he approached the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is always able to give His devotee the highest benediction of cessation of the repetition of birth and death, which is impossible for any demigod to offer, he foolishly wanted something perishable. When HiraṇyakaÅ›ipu asked immortality from Lord BrahmÄ, Lord BrahmÄ expressed his inability to offer such a benediction because he himself is not immortal; therefore immortality, or complete cessation of the chain of repeated birth and death, can be offered by the Supreme Lord, the Personality of Godhead Himself, not by others. Hariá¹ vinÄ na má¹›tiá¹ taranti. It is said that without the blessings of Hari, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, no one can stop the continuous chain of birth and death within this material world. Therefore the Supreme Lord is also called bhava-cchit. The Vaiṣṇava philosophy in the process of Kṛṣṇa consciousness prohibits the devotee from all kinds of material aspirations. A Vaiṣṇava devotee should always be anyÄbhilÄá¹£itÄ-śūnya, free from all material aspirations for the results of fruitive activities or empiric philosophical speculation. Dhruva MahÄrÄja was actually initiated by NÄrada Muni, the greatest Vaiṣṇava, in the chanting of oá¹ namo bhagavate vÄsudevÄya. This mantra is a viṣṇu-mantra, for by practicing the chanting of this mantra one is elevated to the Viṣṇuloka. Dhruva MahÄrÄja regrets that although he was initiated in the viṣṇu-mantra by a Vaiṣṇava, he still aspired for material benefits. That was another cause for lamentation. Although he got the result of the viṣṇu-mantra by the causeless mercy of the Lord, he lamented how foolish he was to have strived for material benefits while practicing devotional service. In other words, every one of us who is engaged in devotional service in Kṛṣṇa consciousness should be completely free from all material aspirations. Otherwise we will have to lament like Dhruva MahÄrÄja.