sa evam ÄrÄdhita-pÄda-tÄ«rthÄd
adhÄ«ta-tattvÄtma-vibodha-mÄrgaḥ
praṇamya pÄdau parivá¹›tya devam
ihÄgato 'haá¹ virahÄturÄtmÄ
saḥ - so myself; evam - thus; ÄrÄdhita - worshiped; pÄda-tÄ«rthÄt - from the Personality of Godhead; adhÄ«ta - studied; tattva-Ätma - self-knowledge; vibodha - understanding; mÄrgaḥ - path; praṇamya - after saluting; pÄdau - at His lotus feet; parivá¹›tya - after circumambulating; devam - the Lord; iha - at this place; Ägataḥ - reached; aham - I; viraha - separation; Ätura-ÄtmÄ - aggrieved in self.
ÅšrÄ« Uddhava’s actual life is the direct symbol of the catuḥ-Å›lokÄ« BhÄgavatam enunciated first to BrahmÄjÄ« by the Personality of Godhead. These four very great and important verses from ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam are particularly taken out by the MÄyÄvÄdÄ« speculators, who construe a different purport to suit their impersonal view of monism. Here is the proper answer to such unauthorized speculators. The verses of ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam are purely theistic science understandable by the postgraduate students of Bhagavad-gÄ«tÄ. The unauthorized dry speculators are offenders at the lotus feet of the Lord ÅšrÄ« Kṛṣṇa because they distort the purports of Bhagavad-gÄ«tÄ and ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam to mislead the public and prepare a direct path to the hell known as Andha-tÄmisra. As confirmed in Bhagavad-gÄ«tÄ (16.20) such envious speculators are without knowledge and are surely condemned life after life. They unnecessarily take shelter of ÅšrÄ«pÄda Åšaá¹…karÄcÄrya, but he was not so drastic as to commit an offense at the lotus feet of Lord Kṛṣṇa. According to Lord ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, ÅšrÄ«pÄda Åšaá¹…karÄcÄrya preached the MÄyÄvÄda philosophy for a particular purpose. Such a philosophy was necessary to defeat the Buddhist philosophy of the nonexistence of the spirit soul, but it was never meant for perpetual acceptance. It was an emergency. Thus Lord Kṛṣṇa was accepted by Åšaá¹…karÄcÄrya as the Supreme Personality of Godhead in his commentation on Bhagavad-gÄ«tÄ. Since he was a great devotee of Lord Kṛṣṇa, he did not dare write any commentary on ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam because that would have been a direct offense at the lotus feet of the Lord. But later speculators, in the name of MÄyÄvÄda philosophy, unnecessarily make their commentary on the catuḥ-Å›lokÄ« BhÄgavatam without any bona fide intent.
The monistic dry speculators have no business in the ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam because this particular Vedic literature is forbidden for them by the great author himself. ÅšrÄ«la VyÄsadeva has definitely forbidden persons engaged in religiosity, economic development, sense gratification and, finally, salvation, from trying to understand ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam, which is not meant for them (BhÄg. 1.1.2). ÅšrÄ«pÄda ÅšrÄ«dhara SvÄmÄ«, the great commentator on ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam, has definitely forbidden the salvationists or monists to deal in ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam. It is not for them. Yet such unauthorized persons perversely try to understand ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam, and thus they commit offenses at the feet of the Lord, which even ÅšrÄ«pÄda Åšaá¹…karÄcÄrya dared not do. Thus they prepare for their continuation of miserable life. It should be particularly noted herein that Uddhava studied the catuḥ-Å›lokÄ« BhÄgavatam directly from the Lord, who spoke them first to BrahmÄjÄ«, and this time the Lord explained more confidentially the self-knowledge mentioned as the paramÄá¹ sthitim. Upon learning such self-knowledge of love, Uddhava felt very much aggrieved by feelings of separation from the Lord. Unless one is awakened to the stage of Uddhava — everlastingly feeling the separation of the Lord in transcendental love, as exhibited by Lord Caitanya also — one cannot understand the real import of the four essential verses of ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam. One should not indulge in the unauthorized act of twisting the meaning and thereby putting himself on the dangerous path of offense.