so 'haṁ śūnye gṛhe dīno
mṛta-dāro mṛta-prajaḥ
jijīviṣe kim arthaṁ vā
vidhuro duḥkha-jīvitaḥ
saḥ aham - myself; śūnye - empty; gṛhe - in the house; dīnaḥ - wretched; mṛta-dāraḥ - my wife dead; mṛta-prajaḥ - my children dead; jijīviṣe - I should want to live; kim artham - for what purpose; vā - indeed; vidhuraḥ - suffering separation; duḥkha - miserable; jīvitaḥ - my life.