nÄhaá¹ tavÄá¹…ghri-kamalaá¹
ká¹£aṇÄrdham api keÅ›ava
tyaktuá¹ samutsahe nÄtha
sva-dhÄma naya mÄm api
na - am not; aham - I; tava - Your; aá¹…ghri-kamalam - lotus feet; ká¹£aṇa - of a moment; ardham - for half; api - even; keÅ›ava - O killer of the demon KeÅ›i; tyaktum - giving up; samutsahe - am I able to tolerate; nÄtha - O master; sva-dhÄma - to Your own abode; naya - please take; mÄm - me; api - also.
Uddhava understood that Kṛṣṇa was going to withdraw the Yadu dynasty, and thus he begged the Lord to take him along to the Lord’s abode. He had no desire to merge into Kṛṣṇa’s impersonal effulgence; instead he wanted to go to the Lord’s spiritual abode and continue associating with Kṛṣṇa as His dearmost friend. Kṛṣṇa is the Personality of Godhead and can do whatever He likes, but the devotee begs the Lord for the chance to serve Him. Although the Lord manifests within the material world His various abodes, such as Vá¹›ndÄvana, DvÄrakÄ and MathurÄ, and although these are certainly nondifferent from their counterparts in the spiritual world, the most advanced devotees, overwhelmed with desire to personally serve the Lord, are very eager to go to the Lord’s original spiritual planet. As stated by Lord Kapila in the Third Canto of ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam, the pure devotees have no desire for liberation. Because of their eagerness to render service, they urge the Lord to appear before them. The six GosvÄmÄ«s, due to their intense eagerness to serve RÄdhÄ and Kṛṣṇa, urgently searched after Them, calling out Their names in the forests of Vá¹›ndÄvana. Similarly, Uddhava is urging the Lord to take him to His own abode so that Uddhava’s personal service to the Lord’s lotus feet will not be interrupted even for a moment.
ÅšrÄ«la BhaktisiddhÄnta SarasvatÄ« ṬhÄkura has pointed out that immature conditioned souls think that Lord Kṛṣṇa is an ordinary jÄ«va soul engaged in material activities and was thus unable to protect His own dynasty from the curse of the brÄhmaṇas. Uddhava’s statement corrects such unfortunate persons. It is Lord Kṛṣṇa Himself who awarded pious living entities birth in brahminical families, and then Lord Kṛṣṇa further awarded them the potency to curse His dynasty. And finally, Lord Kṛṣṇa personally kept the curse intact, although He was capable of neutralizing it. Therefore in the beginning, middle and end, directly and indirectly, in the past, present and future, Lord Kṛṣṇa is the Absolute Truth, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, and He is completely transcendental to even the slightest touch of material illusion or impotence.