śrī-madana-gopāla - the Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana; more - me; lekhāya - causes to write; ājñā kari' - by giving the order; kahite - to say; nā yuyāya - is not befitting; tabu - still; rahite - to remain silent; nā pāri - I am not able.

Śrī Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana has given the order that is making me write. Although this should not be disclosed, I disclose it because I am unable to remain silent.