patra paá¸iyÄ prabhura mane haila duḥkha
bÄhire hÄsiyÄ kichu bale candra-mukha
patra - note; paá¸iyÄ - reading; prabhura - of Lord Caitanya MahÄprabhu; mane - in the mind; haila - became; duḥkha - unhappiness; bÄhire - externally; hÄsiyÄ - smiling; kichu - something; bale - says; candra-mukha - the moon-faced.