As I meditated in the mind (hrdi) with the mind (cetasa) conquered by prema (bhava-nirjita), the Lord step by step made his appearance before me (asit). Or sanaih (gradually) can mean that first he appeared in the heart, and then he appeared in the three functions of the mind—nose, ear and eye, so that I could experience the fragrance of his body, the sound of his ankle bells and the beauty of his face. What happened to me? I had tears in my eyes because of longing.