so 'haḿ śūnye gṛhe dīno
mṛta-dāro mṛta-prajaḥ
jijīviṣe kim arthaḿ vā
vidhuro duḥkha-jīvitaḥ
sah aham -- myself; sunye -- empty; grihe -- in the house; dinah -- wretched; mrita-darah -- my wife dead; mrita-prajah -- my children dead; jijivishe -- I should want to live; kim artham -- for what purpose; va -- indeed; vidhurah -- suffering separation; duhkha -- miserable; jivitah -- my life.