CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
Lord BalarÄma became very anxious to see His father and mother in Vá¹›ndÄvana. Therefore, with great enthusiasm He started on a chariot for Vá¹›ndÄvana. The inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana had been anxious to see Kṛṣṇa and BalarÄma for a very long time. When Lord BalarÄma returned to Vá¹›ndÄvana, all the cowherd boys and the gopÄ«s had grown up; but still, on His arrival, they all embraced Him, and BalarÄma embraced them in reciprocation. After this He came before MahÄrÄja Nanda and YaÅ›odÄ and offered His respectful obeisances. In response, Mother YaÅ›odÄ and Nanda MahÄrÄja offered their blessings unto Him. They addressed Him as Jagadīśvara, or the Lord of the universe who maintains everyone. The reason for this was that Kṛṣṇa and BalarÄma maintain all living entities. And yet Nanda and YaÅ›odÄ were put into such difficulties on account of Their absence. Feeling like this, they embraced BalarÄma and, seating Him on their laps, began their perpetual crying, wetting BalarÄma with their tears. Lord BalarÄma then offered His respectful obeisances to the elderly cowherd men and accepted the obeisances of the younger cowherd men. Thus, according to their different ages and relationships, Lord BalarÄma exchanged feelings of friendship with them. He shook hands with those who were His equals in age and friendship and with loud laughing embraced each one of them.
After being received by the cowherd men and boys, the gopÄ«s, and King Nanda and YaÅ›odÄ, Lord BalarÄma sat down, feeling satisfied, and they all surrounded Him. First Lord BalarÄma inquired from them about their welfare, and then, since they had not seen Him for such a long time, they began to ask Him different questions. The inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana had sacrificed everything for Kṛṣṇa, simply being captivated by the lotus eyes of the Lord. Because of their great desire to love Kṛṣṇa, they never desired anything like elevation to the heavenly planets or merging into the effulgence of Brahman to become one with the Absolute Truth. They were not even interested in enjoying a life of opulence, but were satisfied in living a simple life in the village as cowherds. They were always absorbed in thoughts of Kṛṣṇa and did not desire any personal benefits, and they were all so much in love with Him that in His absence their voices faltered when they began to inquire from BalarÄmajÄ«.
First Nanda MahÄrÄja and YaÅ›odÄmÄyÄ« inquired, “My dear BalarÄma, are our friends like Vasudeva and others in the family doing well? Now You and Kṛṣṇa are grown-up married men with children. In the happiness of family life, do You sometimes remember Your poor father and mother, Nanda MahÄrÄja and YaÅ›odÄdevÄ«? It is very good news that the most sinful King Kaá¹sa has been killed by You and that our friends like Vasudeva and the others who had been harassed have now been relieved. It is also very good news that You and Kṛṣṇa defeated JarÄsandha and KÄlayavana, who is now dead, and that You are now living in a fortified residence in DvÄrakÄ.â€
When the gopÄ«s arrived, Lord BalarÄma glanced over them with loving eyes. Being overjoyed, the gopÄ«s, who had so long been mortified on account of Kṛṣṇa’s and BalarÄma’s absence, began to ask about the welfare of the two brothers. They specifically asked BalarÄma whether Kṛṣṇa was enjoying His life surrounded by the enlightened women of DvÄrakÄ PurÄ«. “Does He sometimes remember His father Nanda and His Mother YaÅ›odÄ and the other friends with whom He so intimately behaved while in Vá¹›ndÄvana? Does Kṛṣṇa have any plans to come here to see His mother, YaÅ›odÄ, and does He remember us gopÄ«s, who are now pitiably bereft of His company? Kṛṣṇa may have forgotten us in the midst of the cultured women of DvÄrakÄ, but as far as we are concerned, we still remember Him by collecting flowers and sewing them into garlands. When He does not come, however, we simply pass our time by crying. If only He would come here and accept these garlands we have made. Dear Lord BalarÄma, descendant of DaÅ›Ärha, You know that we would give up everything for Kṛṣṇa’s friendship. Even in great distress one cannot give up the connection of family members, but although it might be impossible for others, we gave up our fathers, mothers, sisters and relatives. But then Kṛṣṇa, without caring a pinch for our renunciation, all of a sudden renounced us and went away. He broke off our intimate relationship without serious consideration and left for a foreign country. But He was so clever and cunning that He manufactured very nice words. He said, ‘My dear gopÄ«s, please do not worry. The service you have rendered Me is impossible for Me to repay.’ After all, we are women, so how could we disbelieve Him? Now we can understand that His sweet words were simply for cheating us.â€
Protesting Kṛṣṇa’s absence from Vá¹›ndÄvana, another gopÄ« said, “My dear BalarÄmajÄ«, we are of course village girls, so Kṛṣṇa could cheat us in that way, but what about the women of DvÄrakÄ? Don’t think they are as foolish as we are! We village women might be misled by Kṛṣṇa, but the women in the city of DvÄrakÄ are very clever and intelligent. Therefore I would be surprised if such city women could be misled by Kṛṣṇa and could believe His words.â€
Then another gopÄ« began to speak. “My dear friend,†she said, “Kṛṣṇa is very clever in using words. No one can compete with Him in that art. He can manufacture such colorful words and talk so sweetly that the heart of any woman would be misled. Besides that, He has perfected the art of smiling very attractively, and by seeing His smile women become mad after Him and give themselves to Him without hesitation.â€
Another gopÄ«, after hearing this, said, “My dear friends, what is the use of talking about Kṛṣṇa? If you are at all interested in passing time by talking, let us talk on some subject other than Him. If cruel Kṛṣṇa can pass His time without us, why can’t we pass our time without Kṛṣṇa? Of course, Kṛṣṇa is passing His days without us very happily, but we cannot pass our days happily without Him.â€
When the gopīs were talking in this way, their feelings for Kṛṣṇa became more and more intense, and they were experiencing Kṛṣṇa’s smiling, Kṛṣṇa’s words of love, Kṛṣṇa’s attractive features, Kṛṣṇa’s characteristics and Kṛṣṇa’s embraces. By the force of their ecstatic feelings, it appeared to them that Kṛṣṇa was personally present and dancing before them. Because of their sweet remembrance of Kṛṣṇa, they could not check their tears, and they cried without consideration.
Lord BalarÄma, of course, could understand the ecstatic feelings of the gopÄ«s, and therefore He wanted to pacify them. He was expert in presenting an appeal, and thus, treating the gopÄ«s very respectfully, He began to narrate the stories of Kṛṣṇa so tactfully that the gopÄ«s became satisfied. To keep the gopÄ«s in Vá¹›ndÄvana satisfied, Lord BalarÄma stayed there continuously for two months, namely the months of Caitra (March-April) and VaiÅ›Äkha (April-May). For those two months He kept Himself among the gopÄ«s, and He passed every night with them in the forest of Vá¹›ndÄvana to satisfy their desire for conjugal love. Thus BalarÄma also enjoyed the rÄsa dance with the gopÄ«s during those two months. Since the season was springtime, the breeze on the bank of the YamunÄ was blowing very mildly, carrying the aroma of different flowers, especially the flower known as kaumudÄ«. Moonlight filled the sky and spread everywhere, and thus the banks of the YamunÄ appeared very bright and pleasing, and Lord BalarÄma enjoyed the company of the gopÄ«s there.
The demigod known as Varuṇa sent his daughter VÄruṇī in the form of liquid honey oozing from the hollows of the trees. Because of this honey the whole forest became aromatic, and the sweet aroma of the liquid honey, VÄruṇī, captivated BalarÄmajÄ«. BalarÄmajÄ« and all the gopÄ«s became very much attracted by the taste of the VÄruṇī, and all of them drank it together. While drinking this natural beverage, all the gopÄ«s chanted the glories of Lord BalarÄma, and Lord BalarÄma felt very happy, as if He had become intoxicated by drinking that VÄruṇī beverage. His eyes rolled in a pleasing attitude. He was decorated with long garlands of forest flowers, and the whole situation appeared to be a great function of happiness because of this transcendental bliss. Lord BalarÄma smiled beautifully, and the drops of perspiration decorating His face appeared like soothing morning dew.
While BalarÄma was in that happy mood, He desired to enjoy the company of the gopÄ«s in the water of the YamunÄ. Therefore He called the YamunÄ to come nearby. But the YamunÄ neglected the order of BalarÄmajÄ«, considering Him intoxicated. Lord BalarÄma became very much displeased at the YamunÄ’s neglecting His order. He immediately wanted to scratch the land near the river with His plowshare. Lord BalarÄma has two weapons, a plow and a club, from which He takes service when they are required. This time He wanted to bring the YamunÄ by force, and He took the help of His plow. He wanted to punish the YamunÄ because she did not come in obedience to His order. He addressed the YamunÄ, “You wretched river! You did not care for My order. Now I shall teach you a lesson! You did not come to Me voluntarily. Now with the help of My plow I shall force you to come. I shall divide you into hundreds of scattered streams!â€
When the YamunÄ was threatened like this, she became greatly afraid of the power of BalarÄma and immediately came in person, falling at His lotus feet and praying thus: “My dear BalarÄma, You are the most powerful personality, and You are pleasing to everyone. Unfortunately, I forgot Your glorious, exalted position, but now I have come to my senses, and I remember that You hold all the planetary systems on Your head merely by Your partial expansion Åšeá¹£a. You are the sustainer of the whole universe. My dear Supreme Personality of Godhead, You are full with six opulences. Because I forgot Your omnipotence, I have mistakenly disobeyed Your order, and thus I have become a great offender. But, my dear Lord, please know that I am a soul surrendered unto You, who are very affectionate to Your devotees. Therefore please excuse my impudence and mistakes, and, by Your causeless mercy, may You now release me.â€
Upon displaying this submissive attitude, the YamunÄ was forgiven, and when she came nearby, Lord BalarÄma enjoyed the pleasure of swimming in her waters along with the gopÄ«s in the same way that an elephant enjoys himself along with his many she-elephants. After a long time, when Lord BalarÄma had enjoyed to His full satisfaction, He came out of the water, and immediately a goddess of fortune offered Him a nice blue garment and a valuable necklace made of gold. After bathing in the YamunÄ, Lord BalarÄma, dressed in blue garments and decorated with golden ornaments, looked very attractive to everyone. Lord BalarÄma’s complexion is white, and when He was properly dressed He looked exactly like the white elephant of King Indra in the heavenly planets. The river YamunÄ still has many small branches due to being scratched by the plowshare of Lord BalarÄma. And all these branches of the river YamunÄ still glorify the omnipotence of Lord BalarÄma.
Lord BalarÄma and the gopÄ«s enjoyed transcendental pastimes together every night for two months, and time passed so quickly that all those nights appeared to be only one night. In the presence of Lord BalarÄma, all the gopÄ«s and other inhabitants of Vá¹›ndÄvana became as cheerful as they had been before in the presence of both brothers, Lord Kṛṣṇa and Lord BalarÄma.
Thus ends the Bhaktivedanta purport of the Sixty-fifth Chapter of Kṛṣṇa, “Lord BalarÄma Visits Vá¹›ndÄvana.â€