CC 2.25.10

vārāṇasī-vāsa āmāra haya sarva-kāle
sarva-kāla duḥkha pāba, ihā nā karile"

vārāṇasī-vāsa - residence at Vārāṇasī; āmāra - my; haya - there is; sarva-kāle - always; sarva-kāla - always; duḥkha pāba - I will suffer unhappiness; ihā - this; nā karile - if I do not execute.

Text

“I shall have to reside at Vārāṇasī the rest of my life. If I do not try to carry out this plan, I shall certainly continue to suffer mental depression.”

Purport

Sri Caitanya Caritamrita. Madhya-lila

Chapter 25: How All the Residents of Varanasi Became Vaishnavas. Text 10

“I shall have to reside at Vārāṇasī the rest of my life. If I do not try to carry out this plan, I shall certainly continue to suffer mental depression.”