na - never; prema-gandhaḥ - a scent of love of Godhead; asti - there is; darā api - even in a slight proportion; me - My; harau - in the Supreme Personality of Godhead; krandāmi - I cry; saubhāgya-bharam - the volume of My fortune; prakāśitum - to exhibit; vamśī-vilāsi - of the great flute-player; ānana - at the face; lokanam - looking; vinā - without; bibharmi - I carry; yat - because; prāṇa-pataṅgakān - My insectlike life; vṛthā - with no purpose.

Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu continued, “ ‘My dear friends, I have not the slightest tinge of love of Godhead within My heart. When you see Me crying in separation, I am just falsely exhibiting a demonstration of My great fortune. Indeed, not seeing the beautiful face of Kṛṣṇa playing His flute, I continue to live My life like an insect, without purpose.’