sakhi he - (My dear) friend; nā bujhiye - I do not understand; vidhira - of the Creator; vidhāna - the regulation; sukha lāgi' - for happiness; kailuṅ - I did; prīta - love; haila - it became; duḥkha - unhappiness; viparīta - the opposite; ebe - now; yāya - going; nā - does not; rahe - remain; parāṇa - life.

[Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī continued lamenting about the consequences of loving Kṛṣṇa:] “My dear friend, I do not understand the regulative principles given by the creator. I loved Kṛṣṇa for happiness, but the result was just the opposite. I am now in an ocean of distress. It must be that now I am going to die, for My vital force no longer remains. This is My state of mind.