Äpana-prÄrabdhe vasi' vÄrÄṇasÄ«-sthÄne
'mÄyÄ', 'brahma' Å›abda vinÄ nÄhi Å›uni kÄṇe

 Äpana-prÄrabdhe - because of my past deeds; vasi' - staying; vÄrÄṇasÄ«-sthÄne - in the place known as VÄrÄṇasÄ«; mÄyÄ - mÄyÄ; brahma - and brahma; Å›abda - the words; vinÄ - except; nÄhi Å›uni - I do not hear; kÄṇe - in the ear.


Text

“Due to my past deeds, I am residing at VÄrÄṇasÄ«, but here I do not hear anything but the words ‘mÄyÄ’ and ‘Brahman.’ â€

Purport

The word prÄrabdhe (“past deedsâ€) is important in this verse. Since CandraÅ›ekhara was a devotee, he was always eager to hear about Kṛṣṇa and His transcendental pastimes. Most of the inhabitants of Benares were and are impersonalists, worshipers of Lord Åšiva and followers of the pañcopÄsanÄ method. The impersonalists imagine some form of the impersonal Brahman, and to facilitate meditation they concentrate upon the forms of Viṣṇu, Åšiva, GaṇeÅ›a, SÅ«rya and goddess DurgÄ. Actually these pañcopÄsakas are not devotees of anyone. As it is said, to be a servant of everyone is to be a servant of no one. VÄrÄṇasÄ«, or KÄśī, is the chief holy place of pilgrimage for impersonalists, and it is not at all suitable for devotees. A Vaiṣṇava likes to live in a viṣṇu-tÄ«rtha, a place where Lord Viṣṇu’s temples are present. In VÄrÄṇasÄ« there are many hundreds and thousands of Lord Åšiva’s temples, or pañcopÄsaka temples. Consequently CandraÅ›ekhara expressed great unhappiness as he informed Lord Caitanya that he was obliged to live at Benares due to his past misdeeds. As said in the Bhakti-rasÄmá¹›ta-sindhu, durjÄty-Ärambhakaá¹ pÄpaá¹ yat syÄt prÄrabdham eva tat: “According to one’s past misdeeds, one takes birth on a lower platform.†But in the Brahma-saá¹hitÄ (5.54) it is said, karmÄṇi nirdahati kintu ca bhakti-bhÄjÄm: “There is no karma attached to the past deeds or misdeeds of one in devotional service.†A devotee is not subjected to karma-phala, the effect of fruitive activity. Karma-phala is applicable to karmÄ«s, not bhaktas.

There are three kinds of devotees: those who are eternally on the transcendental platform (nitya-siddha), those who have been elevated to the transcendental platform by the execution of devotional service (sÄdhana-siddha), and those who are neophytes advancing toward the perfectional platform (sÄdhaka). The sÄdhakas are gradually becoming free from fruitive reaction. The Bhakti-rasÄmá¹›ta-sindhu (1.1.17) describes the symptoms of bhakti-yoga thus:

kleÅ›a-ghnÄ« Å›ubha-dÄ moká¹£a- laghutÄ-ká¹›t su-durlabhÄ
sÄndrÄnanda-viÅ›eá¹£ÄtmÄ Å›rÄ«-kṛṣṇÄkará¹£iṇī ca sÄ

Devotional service is kleÅ›a-ghnÄ« even for beginners. This means that it reduces or nullifies all kinds of suffering. The word Å›ubha-dÄ indicates that devotional service bestows all good fortune, and the word kṛṣṇa-Äkará¹£iṇī indicates that devotional service gradually attracts Kṛṣṇa toward the devotee. Consequently a devotee is not subject to any sinful reaction. In the Bhagavad-gÄ«tÄ (18.66) Kṛṣṇa says:

sarva-dharmÄn parityajya mÄm ekaá¹ Å›araṇaá¹ vraja
ahaá¹ tvÄá¹ sarva-pÄpebhyo moká¹£ayiá¹£yÄmi mÄ Å›ucaḥ

“Abandon all varieties of religion and just surrender unto Me. I shall deliver you from all sinful reactions. Do not fear.â€

Thus a fully surrendered, sincere devotee immediately receives relief from all kinds of sinful reactions. There are three stages of fructification for sinful activity. At one stage, one commits the sinful act, before that the seed of this act exists, and before that there is ignorance whereby one commits the sin. Suffering is involved in all three stages. However, Kṛṣṇa is merciful to His devotee, and consequently He immediately nullifies all three stages — the sin, the seed of sin and the ignorance that leads one to sin. The Padma PurÄṇa confirms this:

aprÄrabdha-phalaá¹ pÄpaá¹ kÅ«á¹­aá¹ bÄ«jaá¹ phalonmukham
krameṇaiva pralÄ«yeta viṣṇu-bhakti-ratÄtmanÄm

For a further explanation of this topic, The Nectar of Devotion should be consulted.