Äjanma karinu muñi 'nirÄkÄra'-dhyÄna
tomÄ dekhi' 'kṛṣṇa' haila mora vidyamÄna

 Ä-janma - since my birth; karinu - have done; muñi - I; nirÄkÄra-dhyÄna - meditation on impersonal Brahman; tomÄ dekhi' - by seeing You; kṛṣṇa - Lord Kṛṣṇa; haila - became; mora - my; vidyamÄna - experience.


Text

“I have been meditating on the impersonal Brahman since my birth, but since I have seen You, I have fully experienced Kṛṣṇa.â€

Purport

BrahmÄnanda BhÄratÄ« admitted that when there is an argument between the spiritual master and the disciple, the spiritual master is naturally victorious, although the disciple may put forward a strong argument. In other words, it is customary that the words of the spiritual master are more worshipable than the words of a disciple. Under the circumstances, since BrahmÄnanda BhÄratÄ« was in the position of a spiritual master, he emerged victorious over ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu, who considered Himself BrahmÄnanda BhÄratī’s disciple. However, BrahmÄnanda BhÄratÄ« reversed the argument and took the position of a devotee, stating that ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu was the Supreme Personality of Godhead, Kṛṣṇa. This means that the Lord was voluntarily defeated out of affection for His devotee. He was defeated voluntarily, because no one can defeat the Supreme Lord. Concerning this, the words of BhÄ«á¹£ma in ÅšrÄ«mad-BhÄgavatam (1.9.37) are important:

sva-nigamam apahÄya mat-pratijñÄm
 á¹›tam adhikartum avapluto ratha-sthaḥ
dhá¹›ta-ratha-caraṇo ’bhyayÄc calad-gur
 harir iva hantum ibhaá¹ gatottarÄ«yaḥ

“Fulfilling my desire and sacrificing His own promise, He got down from the chariot, took up its wheel and ran toward me hurriedly, just as a lion goes to kill an elephant. He even dropped His outer garment on the way.â€

Kṛṣṇa promised not to fight in the Battle of Kuruká¹£etra, but BhÄ«á¹£ma, in order to break Kṛṣṇa’s promise, attacked Arjuna in such a vigorous way that Kṛṣṇa was obliged to take up a chariot wheel and attack BhÄ«á¹£ma. The Lord did this to show that His devotee was being maintained at the sacrifice of His own promise. BrahmÄnanda BhÄratÄ« said, “Since the beginning of my life I was attached to impersonal Brahman realization, but as soon as I saw You, I became very much attached to the Personality of Godhead, Kṛṣṇa.†Therefore ÅšrÄ« Caitanya MahÄprabhu is Lord Kṛṣṇa Himself, and thus BrahmÄnanda BhÄratÄ« became His devotee.