āpanāra - personal; kathā - description; likhi - I write; nirlajja ha-iyā - being shameless; nityānanda-guṇe - the attributes of Nityānanda; lekhāya - cause to write; unmatta kariyā - making like a madman.

I have described my own story without reservations. The attributes of Lord Nityānanda, making me like a madman, force me to write these things.