अथापि मे दुर्भगस्य विबुधोत्तमदर्शने ।
भवितव्यं मङ्गलेन येनात्मा मे प्रसीदति ॥३२॥

athÄpi me durbhagasya
vibudhottama-darśane
bhavitavyaá¹ maá¹…galena
yenÄtmÄ me prasÄ«dati

 atha - therefore; api - although; me - of me; durbhagasya - so unfortunate; vibudha-uttama - exalted devotees; darÅ›ane - because of seeing; bhavitavyam - there must be; maá¹…galena - auspicious activities; yena - by which; ÄtmÄ - self; me - my; prasÄ«dati - actually becomes happy.


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I am certainly most abominable and unfortunate to have merged in an ocean of sinful activities, but nevertheless, because of my previous spiritual activities, I could see those four exalted personalities who came to rescue me. Now I feel exceedingly happy because of their visit.

Purport

As stated in Caitanya-caritÄmá¹›ta (Madhya 22.54):

‘sÄdhu-saá¹…ga’, ‘sÄdhu-saá¹…ga’ — sarva-Å›Ästre kaya
 lava-mÄtra sÄdhu-saá¹…ge sarva-siddhi haya

“Association with devotees is recommended by all the Å›Ästras because by even a moment of such association one can receive the seed for all perfection.†In the beginning of his life AjÄmila was certainly very pure, and he associated with devotees and brÄhmaṇas; because of that pious activity, even though he was fallen, he was inspired to name his son NÄrÄyaṇa. Certainly this was due to good counsel given from within by the Supreme Personality of Godhead. As the Lord says in Bhagavad-gÄ«tÄ (15.15), sarvasya cÄhaá¹ há¹›di sanniviṣṭo mattaḥ smá¹›tir jñÄnam apohanaá¹ ca: “I am seated in everyone’s heart, and from Me come remembrance, knowledge and forgetfulness.†The Lord, who is situated in everyone’s heart, is so kind that if one has ever rendered service to Him, the Lord never forgets him. Thus the Lord, from within, gave AjÄmila the opportunity to name his youngest son NÄrÄyaṇa so that in affection he would constantly call “NÄrÄyaṇa! NÄrÄyaṇa!†and thus be saved from the most fearful and dangerous condition at the time of his death. Such is the mercy of Kṛṣṇa. Guru-kṛṣṇa-prasÄde pÄya bhakti-latÄ-bÄ«ja: by the mercy of the guru and Kṛṣṇa, one receives the seed of bhakti. This association saves a devotee from the greatest fear. In our Kṛṣṇa consciousness movement we therefore change a devotee’s name to a form that reminds him of Viṣṇu. If at the time of death the devotee can remember his own name, such as KṛṣṇadÄsa or Govinda dÄsa, he can be saved from the greatest danger. Therefore the change of names at the time of initiation is essential. The Kṛṣṇa consciousness movement is so meticulous that it gives one a good opportunity to remember Kṛṣṇa somehow or other.